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PD 2012- PART 1

2012-01-27T14:15:00.000+08:00

Last Friday before CNY tu hubby tiba2 ajak gi PD join his friend's family holiday. They already arranged everything as a group of 60 pax, so got a good deal on the resort. Sort of private beach and swimming pool and as some rooms left, we agreed to join, alhamdulillah.

We went on Sunday early morning, arrived there around 9am and back to Bangi nearly 8pm on Monday, quite a heavy traffic. Anyway, while we were there, the kids were extremely happy & excited after so long not having any vacation. They maximisedly used their time bullying Papa for swimming pool & the beach. Mama buyung pun tumpang sekaki gak sekadar yg mampu..ehehe..

Enjoy the pictures!

Wow, cantiknya resort tu..atas air gituww..tp kami punya bkn yg tu yer..ehehe :P

haa..yg kat belakang tu..beberapa langkah je ke beach walaupun bkn atas air..ehehe..
angry birds in action!!

Mama pun posing skali..

Baju lom tukar, so acah2 je dulu..macam papa je yg excited lebih2..hihi

My gegurl..suka sangat baju angry bird..pengaruh kat school ni..

haa..tengok tu..dia da mula angkut pasir..masa ni takleh nak check in lagi..so the kids wat aktiviti suka hati..masa ni si kecik ni nakgi tabur pasir kat papa yg tgh duduk berdating sblh mama..jeles la tuu :P

then, dapat check in bilik bergegas tukar baju!!dgn papa skali masuk kids pool..

ada lagi few pics..sambung later plak..tq

FIRST LAPIK/TOTO UNTUK BABY - DONE

2012-01-27T13:29:00.000+08:00

Bercinta pilih kain dari stok yg da ada, ada gak gi beli yg baru tp tiba2 terjumpa stok kain beli masa ngandung Tasnim dulu rasanya. Ni baru nak guna..ehehe..so, terhasillah satu output ni. Actually ini adalah baby comforter cum toto lapik tido. So, saya wat cover lain, material dalam masih elok. Atas saya guna 100% cotton and bawah guna polycotton polka dot purple tu je. Cuma saya takde walking foot so takleh nak topstitch atas tu macam quilt tu sbb tebal. Boleh wat tepi je. So saya menggunakan kreativiti orang dulu2 wat tilam kekabu tu, yg mana depa akan jahit kecik2 dgn tangan tapi jarak2 supaya kain luar tu tak lari dgn isi dalam. Kalau ada masa & kudrat nak wat lagi satu lapik corak lain, maybe nipis sket sbb nak alas atas tilam dalam baby cot nanti.

Ada lagi fabby lebih corak ni, ingat nakwat sarung bantal la plak, insyaAllah..yg Tasnim punya dulu ada lagi, tp nakwat tukar2 senang..ni saya jahit satu malam selepas anak2 tidur. Terhegeh2 gak wat mak buyung ni..tp puas hati sangat sbb kasih dgn baby lagi bertaut masa jahit ni. Alhamdulillah. Semoga masih ada lagi kudrat untuk menghasilkan jahitan seterusnya. Amiin..

BABY COT BEDDING SET

2012-01-19T12:16:00.000+08:00

Tiba-tiba rasa nak menjahit tu datang balik, membuak2. Maybe sbb da tahu jantina baby kot..ecece, macam dapat anak pertama plak excitednya. tak kesahlah yg keberapa, yang penting tiap kali nak nyambut baby baru kena lah bersemangat.

Sebenarnya saya berazam nak letak baby dalam wooden cot yg da lama beli masa zaman Fahmi lagi, tp yerla masa beli tu Fahmi da 1 tahun, mane nak tidur dalam cot dia sendiri, kejap je tidur then panggil mama papa. Masa Tasnim lagilah, nak tidur skali sbb BF, saya yg tak larat nak angkat letak 3-4 kali semalaman, so angkut skali Tasnim tidur sebelah. Kesimpulannya, baby cot mmg tak guna. Skrg guna letak barang, comforter dan seangkatan dengannya.

So, saya nekad this baby ni nak ajar tidur dalam baby cot dari kecil sbb skrg saya kena watch out two kiddies ni, excited nak tengok adik nanti, owh, dapat ku bayangkan macam mane huru-haranya dan tahap kekingkongan mama nanti kalo letak baby kat katil mama je. Lgpun insyaAllah kali ni nak bersalin & start pantang kat sini.

Cuma, since wooden cot ni, saya kena cari fluffy bumper, coverlet, etc sebagai langkah keselamatan dan keselesaan. Ada survey2, type kat google macam kat bawah ni, terliuqq nya, cantik2..buka website Mothercare tu, fuyoo comey2 sangat..tp harganya pun boleh tahan lah. Terus rasa nak beli. Tp bila fikir ala, senang je nak jahit tu..lgpun personal touch ni lagi rasa sentimental value tu. So, saya nekad insyaAllah nak jahit sendiri. Setakat simple2 tu boleh la kot. Semua bahan da ada, tinggal nak ukur kain, potong & jahit je. InsyaAllah ada kekuatan nanti. Da start jahit da actually. Tp mula dgn jait tgn dulu, tu pun sbb Fahminya uniform da dapat, tp seluar dia terpanjang. So kena la jahit. Terus dapat semangat ni. Tunggu cuti CNY ni lah..kita lihat jerla hasilnya nanti..ehehe..

SEMANGAT BOLEH, TP LEPAS TU..

2012-01-16T08:14:00.000+08:00

Macam tajuk nak lumba lari je. Bukan ape, saje nak share sikap sesetengah manusia, iaitu saya sendiri. Alkisahnya macam ni, smlm saja me & hubby ajak sedara mara belah hubby breakfast sbb da lama takjumpa semua orang yang tinggal berdekatan rumah kami. Hubby kata takyah masaklah, kita tempah. Tp saya ni jenis rasa takpuas hati kalau nak jemput orang makan tp kita tempah makanan. Lagipun saya mengidam sangat nak makan nasi kerabu tumis, which is susah nak dapat yg sedap kat area rumah kami ni. So bersilat la dengan hubby, masak. Started preparation ptg Sabtu lagi, sbb nakwat nasi kerabu kena ada tumis yg pecah minyak tu, kelapa goreng, etc. Pastu perap ayam madu bagai lah ni. Then sambung plak pagi kol 5 semalam masak nasi, goreng ayam, keropok, hiris halus berjenis2 ulam. Rezeki kami, sbb both Fahmi & Tasnim bangun lambat pagi tu, dalam 730 pg which biasanya diorang bangun jam 6 pagi. Bila wat keje dgn hubby kat dapur, sambil washing machine da beroperasi seawal jam 5 pagi tu, rasa macam best je, Full support from hubby secara tak langsung mengeratkan silaturrahim suami isteri. Banyak menda dibincang bersama especially hal anak2 dan urusan seharian keluarga.

Lepas semua da selesai about 12pm tu kol 130 pm bergegas ke Ampang , visited family abg yg baru dapat baby boy a day before. Nearly 630pm baru sampai Bangi balik. Mak aii..masa tu saya macam nak terbongkok2 jalan, takleh straightkan badan. Hubby membebel sbb saya selalu dokong Tasnim. Sian kalau tengok dia nangis nak dokong.

Then lps Magrib hubby&the kids pergi amik bidan. Dia cakap peranakan saya turun maybe sbb angkat menda berat. Saya cakap iyer pun..huhu. Then dia tanya saya, ada tak kerap nak buang air. Saya bitaula dia, these 3-4 days mmg sampi 5-6 kali nak buang air kecil malam2 especially padahal tak banyak pun. Then dia explain tu tandanya peranakan turun lah. Then dia naikkan balik slow2 and also urut kat belakang & kaki. Alhamdulillah, dengan izinNya, lega sangat rasa. Nak rukuk solat pun da rasa kurang banyak sakitnya.

Cuma pagi ni saya berazam utk elakkan wat keje2 berat, including dokong Tasnim. Hopefully the kids do not feel any separation/empty room between us. Lama2 faham la tu, insyaAllah.

PANTASNYA MASA ITU BERLALU..

2012-01-11T13:24:00.001+08:00

Baru lah terhegeh2 nak tulis entry tahun 2012 ni. Tu pun sebab rasa macam da lama sangat tak jenguk blog. Alhamdulillah, harini dah menjangkau usia 5 thn ++ perkahwinan kami. InsyaAllah, anak da nak masuk 3..huhu~~usia saya tahun ni akan mencecah 29 tahun bulan May nanti (same month baby due). Kadang2, macam tak percaya je rasanya dengan perjalanan kehidupan yang berlalu. Sungguh pantas masa mengejar kita:-

Umur 22 saya grad hujung tahun (winter graduation,habis blajar awal satu semester kisahnya)
Umur 23 saya dapat keje
Umur 24 saya kahwin january..awal tahun, after 3-4 months kenal hubby
Umur 24 hujung tahun dapat first baby
Umur 25 beli & masuk umah sendiri
Umur 26 hujung tahun dapat 2nd baby
Umur 29 insyaAllah dapat 3rd baby (aiseh, 29 da anak ke-3? huhu)

Begitulah kisahnya..hopefully kisah itu akan lebih panjang lagi untuk menikmati kehidupan bersama keluarga tercinta dan untuk bertaubat serta beribadah kepadaNya. Orang nampak kehidupan kita senang je, tp semua mesti tahu bahawa pelbagai ranjau kehidupan ditempuhi, suka duka, ujian perlu dihadapi untuk melepasi tahun-tahun itu. Jom sesama kita berdoa agar kehidupan kita pada tahun ini dan tahun2 akan datang akan lebih baik dan bermakna buat kita semua, amiin..

LIL ONE IN ME..

2011-12-29T17:36:00.001+08:00

Rasanya baru beberapa kali bercerita pasal pregnancy kali ni..tataulah, kali ni lain macam betul rasanya. Blogging mood mmg out terus..toksah cakap pasal menjahit lagilah, nakmuntah tengok mesin jahit ok..huhu~~ siap tutup dengan penutup dia dah..

Skrg pregnancy da nakmasuk 19th weeks. Next checkup is 14 Jan 2012. The doctor suggested to do detailed scan on 17 Jan nanti..masa tu maybe da 21st week. Reasonnya sbb nak kena check lebih detail organs and all. Risau gak kot affected because I had my chicken pox during my 9th weeks. Mohon doa kawan2 semoga semuanya ok ye.

Skrg saya da rasa baby starts kicking. Especially masa Kakak Tasnim duk kat riba mama, babay pun jeles ye? eheh..cuma skrg ni, apa yg bermain di fikiran saya, macam mana saya nak handle kehidupan nanti bila da beranak 3 ni..huhu~~ a big adjustment for me because those 3 kiddies need me. Skrg pun berebut Abg & Kakak nak tidor dgn mama. Macam mana kalau adik da ada nanti, lagi kecoh. Org kata the more the merrier! InsyaAllah. No doubt saya mmg sukakan kanak2, especially baby..ni. Selalu rindu bau baby. Therapy ok!

Hubby pun bertugas dgn jayanya, tugas basuh poo poo kakak mmg 100%, nasib baik Fahmi da pandai wat sendiri. Mmg rasa kesian kat hubby, tp saya tak boleh bau langsung sebarang bau2an busuk dan kadang2 yg wangi pun naik mual.

Skrg berat saya nak menaik balik after losing 4kg during chicken pox & terrible morning sickness haritu. Ni kadang2 sampai 3 kali sehari makan nasi. Selera makan skrg pun mendadak naik. Boleh plak pagi masak spagetti, tgh hari makan ikan pekasam, malam nak nasi arab. mmg pelik gak selera kali ni.. siap masak nasi arab berlaukkan lamb lagi tu. So, secara tak langsung hubby pun naik badan gak sbb masak best2..hihi.. cuma weekdays tu banyak beli sbb saya ada kalanya tak makan pun. Budak2 plg tak pun nak roti canai.. bak kata Tasnim..mama, nak oti anai (roti canai) ehehe..makan cinonet je pun, ngada je lebih.

Skrg ni juga terasa sangat nak beli barang baby (macam first time je), tatau lah, macam excited sangat bila tang shopping ni. yerla, dah lama betul tak shopping..especially skrg da takmenjahit so, tangan ni taklah merayap sangat shopping fabric online kan..tp nak kena tunggu tengok gender baby dulu. haritu masa 4th months scan taknampak sbb baby dok tertonggeng dan tak dok diam. tapi bidan kata boy..tataulah, what ever pun saya tak kesah sbb da ada sepasang kan..baju lama da asing boy & girl, tunggu nak simpan je memane satu. ada 2 bakul je pun. especially baju boy sket sangat sbb Fahmi ni jenis badan kecik je, so pakai baju sampai takmuat dan ada gak da bagi orang kat kg dulu..

Anyway, da panjang da ni..alhamdulillah harini mood blogging da ada da sket2..till then, take care dear all and happy holidays!

SEHANGAT BUMI SAGUARO - Siri 6

2011-12-22T08:18:00.000+08:00

SIRI 6: KEPUTUSAN SEORANG ANAK PEREMPUAN

Hari-hari semakin sibuk. Mengejar urusan dunia yang tidak pernah berkahir.

Anak-anak kampus yang terdiri dari pelbagai jenis bangsa di universiti itu tidak sunyi dengan aktiviti dan program di dalam mahupun luar kampus. Masya-Allah, dengan kekuasaannya, menciptakan manusia berbeza rupa paras, warna kulit, lahir di tempat yang tidak sama, namun di bumi Amerika ini mereka ditemukan.

Aisyah yang belajar bidang Ekonomi itu juga seperti yang lain. Berasal dari sebuah pekan kecil di bandar Kota Bharu, dia akhirnya melanjutkan pelajaran ke University of Arizona. Sebagai anak sulung perempuan dalam keluarganya, pemergian Aisyah ke Amerika suatu masa dulu senantiasa menimbulkan rasa risau di hati seorang ibu. Kalau diikutkan, ibunya memang mahu dia belajar di universiti tempatan sahaja.

Masih lagi segar di ingatan Aisyah bagaimana gembiranya insan yang dipanggil mama itu semasa dia mendapat tawaran menyambung pelajarannya ke Universiti Islam Antarabangsa (UIA) di Malaysia, dalam bidang kesusasteraan Bahasa Inggeris. Mama dan abahnya mahukan dia menjadi seorang guru. Tetapi tawaran belajar ke Amerika mengatasi segalanya.

“Abah tak kisah, Aisyah kena buat keputusan sendiri.”

Abah seperti biasa dengan tenang meminta Aisyah memilih jalannya sendiri kerana dia tahu anak gadisnya ini tahu untuk menjaga diri. Telegram tawaran untuk Aisyah melanjutkan pelajaran dalam bidang Ekonomi di Amerika masih lagi di tangannya.

“Rasa macam nak pergi je. Ini biasiswa kerajaan. Rugi je kalau tak pergi ni. Tapi yuran pendaftaran UIA kita dah bayar.”

“Ala, itu kakak jangan risau, abah sendiri akan hubungi pihak sana. Insya-Allah tiada masalah lah. Lagipun ini urusan Jabatan Perkhidmatan Awam (JPA).”

Kakak adalah panggilan untuknya di rumah, abah dan mama juga senang memanggil dia dengan nama itu terutama di hadapan adik-adik.

“Isk, susah juga ni nak buat keputusan. Duk sini belajar bahasa Inggeris, pergi Amerika belajar Ekonomi, bahasa Inggeris pun dapat. Mmm, peluang yang baik”, Aisyah berbisik sendiri.

Aisyah amat keliru. Solat istikharah dia tunaikan untuk memohon petunjuk daripada Allahu Ta’ala. Walaupun mamanya agak sedih kerana dia akhirnya membuat keputusan untuk terbang ke Amerika, tapi iringan doa seorang ibu tidak pernah putus untuk anak tersayang, seperti tautan doa Aisyah terhadap kedua ibu bapanya.

Namun sebelum pemergiannya ke Amerika, dia terlebih dahulu perlu menyertai program persediaan ATU 7 iaitu American Top Universities batch ke-7 selama lebih kurang setahun di Pusat Persediaan Pelajar (PPP) atau yang kemudiannya di kenali sebagai International Education Center (INTEC). Program itu bertempat di Universiti institut Teknologi Mara (UiTM) cawangan Seksyen 17 Shah Alam.

Di situ bukan sahaja tempat persediaan pelajar-pelajar ke Amerika, tetapi juga program ke negara-negara lain seperti A-Level Germany, A-Level Medicine ke United Kingdom, Mesir dan Jordan, persediaan bahasa ke Korea dan ada beberapa lagi. Namun tempoh berada di pusat persediaan itu berbeza-beza mengikut lokasi pengajian nanti.

Pada 12 Ogos 2002, dia bersama-sama dengan 6 kawan-kawan perempuan yang lain, mereka diterbangkan ke Los Angeles menaiki pesawat MAS. Perjalanan ke sana mengambil masa lebih kurang selama 18 jam tetapi dengan pertambahan satu jam transit di Taipei, menjadikan perjalanan mereka lebih lama. Dan itulah buat pertama kalinya Aisyah menaiki kapal terbang dan itu jugalah kali pertama dia mempratik cara untuk solat dalam penerbangan sebagai seorang musafir. Perjalanan yang memakan masa hampir seharian itu di rasakan seperti berhari-hari. Tapi alhamdulillah, anak-anak kapal MAS melayan mereka semua dengan baik sekali. Bersesuaian lah dengan gelaran servis terbaik seluruh dunia yang syarikat penerbangan MAS perolehi.

Suasana di Lapangan Terbang Los Angeles (LAX) sentiasa dalam kesibukan. Manusia ke sana ke mari berpapasan untuk menyelesaikan urusan masing-masing di situ. Rombongan Aisyah juga berkejaran untuk memastikan mereka sempat menaiki pesawat seterusnya iaitu United Airlines yang akan membawa mereka ke daerah Tucson di negeri Arizona yang lebih dikenali sebagai The Canyon State. Di situlah terletaknya salah sebuah universti terkenal di Amerika yang tersenarai dalam program mereka dulu, iaitu University of Arizona. (U of A)

“Eh macam kat padang pasir kita ni.” Suara Jeslina memecahkan suasana sepi dalam van Joanne, pegawai daripada Pejabat Pelajar Antarabangsa U of A. Dia ditugaskan untuk menjemput kami dari Lapangan Terbang Tucson.

“Dah rasa macam lapar nasi lah. Teringat kat mak pun ada juga ni”. Sharifah Hanim pula bersuara diikuti dengan deraian tawa yang lain.

Joaane hanya memandang kami semua dengan senyuman yang tidak pernah lekang dari bibirnya dari saat mula-mula jumpa tadi. Seolah-olah faham.

Hanya Nana dan Wardah sahaja yang sudah terlelap. Keletihan. Aisyah, Jes, Sharifah, Diana dan Nora masih lagi bersemangat melihat suasana sekeliling sepanjang perjalanan ke kampus universiti.

Sejak dari hari pertama Aisyah menjejakkan kaki ke bumi menara runtuh itu, dia sudah menanam azam untuk pulang dengan kejayaan dunia dan yang paling penting, akhirat. Baginya maruah seorang wanita sentiasa perlu dijaga kerana itulah mahkota agung sebagai seorang serikandi agama.

Di mana sahaja kita berada, bawalah diri kita sebagai refleksi keindahan agama Allah, walaupun hidup di perantauan itu bukan sesuatu yang mudah!

Kenangan hari pertama itu tetap terpahat di hatinya.

Dan kalau sebenarnya mereka itu tetap beriman dan bertakwa (nescaya mereka akan mendapat pahala); sesungguhnya pahala dari sisi Allah itu adalah lebih baik, kalau mereka mengetahui. [Al-Baqarah:103]

SALAM KEMBALI & MOHON DOA KALIAN

2011-11-17T13:19:00.004+08:00

Sudah lama saya tidak berbicara di sini. Mungkin tiada yg perasan pun ketiadaan saya di dashboard.ehehe..Semuanya gara2 penangan morning sickness, di tambah pula demam dan lebih teruk lagi saya kena chicken pox, berjangkit dari Fahmi. After 2 weeks dia kena, saya dapat. Then next day Tasnim plak kena. Kenduri lah kami anak beranak kat rumah. Kebetulan ma datang dari kg, kami pun ikut skali balik kampung.. sambung plak cuti raya yg da lama apply dulu..3 weeks saya tak masuk office. I did access internet when I was away, tp saya takde mood nak mencoret ape2 dalam keadaan sakit masa tu.

Disebabkan saya ni in early pregnancy (almost 13 weeks as of today), saya didengarkan bermacam2 cerita berkenaan orang kena chicken pox masa early pregnancy ni. Ya, saya takut. Terima kasih kerana berkongsi cerita sebagai panduan saya. Tp buat masa ni saya hanya bergantung pada Allah, nothing else could be done. Doktor cakap nanti 20 weeks baru leh wat detailed scan. Hati kecil saya ni terasa mengecil dan tersentap kalau terlalu memikirkannya.

Mohon doa kalian semua agar kandungan ini tidak apa2. Semoga memberikan saya yg terbaik, saya redha. Amiin..

NAK BIBIK KE TANAK BIBIK

2011-10-21T14:23:00.000+08:00

Bila anak da nak masuk 3 ni, persoalan ini mula timbul di fikirian kami suami isteri. Tgh dalam dilema, nak amik bibik ke tanak. Kalau ikut keperluan mmg perlu sangat dgn kami yg bekerja keluar pagi balik senja ni. tp dgn pelbagai masalah yg timbul macam2 skrg, tak berani plak nak amik risiko.. kawan2 boleh tolong bagi suggestion tak? thanks a lot! really appreciate it.

BILIK TIDUR ANAK

2011-10-20T07:54:00.001+08:00

I need some tips from those who have had this kind of experience. Now, I started thinking of separating the bedroom for the kids and us, the parents. I'm thinking buying a nice bed for own bedroom, especially for Fahmi, my 4-year old son.. macam ni.. (berangan sekejap, layan jerlah)

Pictures: Credit to Google; I typed boys bedroom

Kalau macam kat atas semua ni, of course lah Fahmi pun melompat, tp masalah nya, nak ke dia tidur sorang2? oklah kalau tahun depan 5 years old dah..boleh ke dia lelap mata ni? atau angkat dia masa dah tertidur? isk kesian kalau macam tu..any advice?

Thanks peeps.

SUSUN KIRI KE KANAN?

2011-10-19T17:42:00.000+08:00

Accidentally bumped into this old photo in my laptop. I was wondering about this susun since I was little and when my mom introduce baju kurung to me. If we buy a ready made one, the susun is already on our left side but as for me, my mom used to sew baju kurung for me & my sisters and the susun were on the right. Until now I feel so comfortable with the right susun instead of left. And I made the same for my daughter, Tasnim.

The picture below was when I was in Arizona. We were supposed to have an iftar at an Egyptian Sister's house. My friend in Black Abaya is Jessica Lopez, an American muslim. She was so surprised that we had that little trick in our kain baju kurung. haha..the other friend, Kak Teh, used to be my roomate and she's the best roomate that I ever had. Ahh, really miss them..

SAPE KAKAK TASNIM?

2011-10-18T22:25:00.002+08:00

Lately borak2 dgn Tasnim..

Mama: Siapa kakak Tasnim angkat tangan?

Tasnim: Adiiikkk! (sambil angkat tangan)

Aduss..masih lagi adik yer..camno nih??

MOOD SWING, NOT SEWING..HUHU

2011-10-18T13:24:00.000+08:00

This is my sixth or seventh attempt to write and I hope the 'publish' button will be pressed. haha..macam suspen je.. yeah, it's true. Lately, I cannot write in my blog, don't talk about sewing, I do not even enter my sewing room. I sold some of the fabrics. Siapa nak beli lagi, sila ke kedai ye. Kalau nak datang rumah beli semua kain pun tak ape..jgn beli mesin sudah..ehehe.. seriously tadek mood nak menjahit..maybe anak lelaki kot. bila tengok blog orang lain kuar macam2 output..jelesnya rasa, diri sendiri tak productive berkraf dah. Order pun da tak amik. Oh ye, I've suggested a few friends for new orders. Dan kepada sesiapa yg willing nak amik order bag lagi boleh msg kat sini ye, dan saya boleh forward kepada customer yg email saya. Sharing is caring kan..ehehe..

Ok, pasal preggie ni lagi, saya mmg tak boleh nak menggoreng, tpi yg peliknya saya boleh plak masak jenis lain yg lagi canggih. contohnya, gulai lemak cilipadi udang! pheww, berselera hubby makan..dia kata kalau tak menggoreng pun tak pelah, ni pun canggih..ahaha.. siap bakar ikan selar, tumbuk sambal ikan kering bakar+mangga+cili padi.. ayam mmg kureng, asyik nak makan ikan je. sayur berbakul2 plak makan..tadi pun siap order kue teow ladna veggie u..

kelakar time ni sbb saya macam lupa ragam2 orang mengandung..haha, padahal da anak ketiga tu..saya blom wat checkup lagi, baru masuk minggu ke-9, insyaAllah harini nakgi checkup sbb saya rasa tak sedap dalam perut. maybe angin kot.. mual2 memang terasa lah. tambah2 lagi seminggu dua ni naik tren sbb hubby cuti jaga our son Fahmi kena chickenpox.

Oklah, dah nakabis waktu lunch, nakgi solat dulu..

Thanks peeps for reading this.

ALHAMDULILLAH..TP MASIH LAGI TERKEJUT

2011-10-07T13:36:00.004+08:00

Sehingga saat ini saya masih rasa tak percaya dan agak terkejut.. Minggu lepas, saya pergi jumpa doktor nak check pregnant ke tak sbb dan 10 hari lewat period. Lepas urine test doktor kata negatif. Saya ok je sbb tak berharap atau merancang nak. That was Thursday. On Saturday I cook masak lemak ikan kering & nenas and I ate the raw nenas agak banyak confidently sbb doktor cakap tak pregnant.

Yesterday, it was 16 days lewat period. Dalam perut macam ada contraction and sakit bahagian bawah pusat. Saya rasa taksedap hati, terus beli pregnancy test kit tu, amik yg mahal punya, Made in Canada. Hati berdebar2, mata pejam tanak tengok result. Bila buka mata, amat terang benderang, jelas & nyata ada dua garis merah...huhu~~ masa tu taktau nak cakap perasaan macam mane, terkejut ada..takut ada..risau ada..berdebar2 ada..mix of feelings.

Then amik gambar nak mms kat hubby, failed la plak. hp ada rosak sket, hp cap ayam biasalah..ehehe.. then call hubby, bitau dia. dia macam terdiam tak percaya gak. Then ajak dia gi klinik kat sebelah building office, dia kata pergi dulu. Tp sampai kat klinik tiba2 dia muncul terus.. suspen betul. Jumpa doktor, another test, confirm almost 7 weeks. Doktor cakap hormon you tak stabil masa check mula2 haritu..tu yg negatif.

On the way balik umah, hubby terdiam je dalam kete, then we both ketawa.. balik umah dia masih blurr tp dia da cakap2 dgn baby.. Fahmi & Tasnim pun macam excited je, lebih2 lagi Fahmi dok tanya bila baby nak kuar, Fahmi nak adik 5! aduh, pengsan mama nak kuarkan lagi 5..ehehe..

This morning on da way gi keje hubby senyum2 je, bincang merancang masa depan dgn keluarga lebih besar ni..saya masih lagi rasa terlalu awal tuk tasnim ada adik.. tp kalau ikutkan da ramai kawan2 yg saing dgn saya bersalinkan tasnim dulu skrg siap da lepas pantang, dalam pantang, yg anak dah nak setahun pun ada.. alhamdulillah dgn rezeki ini.. semoga baby mama sihat2 aja ye..amiinn..

FIRST TIME GI ZOO..

2011-10-04T07:59:00.007+08:00

Last Saturday, first time bawa the kids pergi zoo..sblm ni hanya pernah pergi payaindah wetland tu je..ni pun sbb kebetulan Atuk Lan, adik ayah hubby datang..kami plannya nakgi kenduri member kat Port Dickson, da siap survey hotel semua, tp sbb meraikan Atuk Lan datang jauh ni, kami stay jerla..tp bosan hujung minggu so bawak AtukLan and the kids gi zoo. Naik tram jap, then jalan..budak2 ni lagi best, kejap je nak jalan pastu nak dukung. Lenguh tulang temulang papa mama..tp sbb buat anakanda2 tercinta, kami layan jerla..tp gambar tak banyak sangat sbb Papa pun keletihan..

muka Fahmi tgh excited mula2..adik baru terjaga dari tidur sepanjang perjalanan ke zoo tu..

budak2 banyak tak fokus amik gambar, especially Fahmi..ada je aksi sabotajnya. sbb dia tak suka bergambar.. huhu~~

snap gambar animals pun jauh2 je..sambil dukung anakanda2 ni..

Fahmi da muncung, panas & dahaga agaknya..

gambar gajah tipu je..hihi..tasnim takut..Fahmi lak asyik tengok ikan dalam air tu je..

da nak balik da..banyak gak berjaya dicekupp.. 4 ekor..ehehe

beli air jugak sbb depa protes tanak air masak.. nasib baik mama bawa bekal fishball, karipap & fries, budak2 kelaparan..Atuk Lan pun tersadai.. si kecik tasnim tu nak plak pakai hairclip mama wat..tp rambut dia sket, tak berapa nak lekat

hasil tangkapan hutan: tiger, pinky cat, pinky monkey and brown monkey.. siap bunyi lagi..huhu~~

TAKPANDAI MAKAN AISKRIM

2011-10-01T18:09:00.001+08:00

Kisah aiskrim lagi..tp kali nak citer pasal gambar yg da few months amik.. anak2 saya ni takpandai nak makan aiskrim sbb saya tak pernah ajar..first time makan aiskrim masa tu gi family day division hubby last year, anak2 orang lain beria dok makan aiskrim yg orang jual dgn motor tu..yg scoop2 buh dalam cone tu..bila tang anak saya nak makan, dia takut nak rasa-rasa aiskrim tu, ended up cair di tangan..

So, haritu saya cuba beli yg stick tu plak, ala yg walls fruity tu..macam2 perisa buah.. sbb packaging menarik ke apa yg Fahmi nak sangat.. siap adik nak skotak gak..dahla skotak tu ada berapa sticks..tp tengoklah cara anak-anak saya makan ni..

minta bekas sorang satu dan juga sudu..ala2 makan sup gitu..ehehehe..

eloklah, buku plak menempel kat situ..

Then pergi merempit plak..aktiviti di masa lapang dua beradik ni.. tp adik pusing tempat lain plak kali ni..then kamera abis bateri...hihi..

HOME MADE ICE-CREAM..

2011-09-30T13:01:00.000+08:00

Korang pernah makan tak aiskrim macam ni? saya kecil2 dulu selalu gi umah nenek (nenek ada kedai runcit) sbb nak makan aiskrim ni..kalau nenek kirim kat ma pun kitaorang mesti berebut punya.

Lepas kahwin dgn hubby, hubby pun terheret sama suka ais-krim nenek saya tu. So, sesekali balik kampung gi umah nenek, mesti dia kebas ni dulu sebelum apa2..ehehe..

haritu actually masa sepupu datang wat minum petang, makan bubur kacang & pizza ni..then ada lebih sket bubur tu then saya wat lah aiskrim..masa tu da kol 10pm, hubby nampak saya penat (menguli dough pizza ptg tadi) so dia cakap takpayahla wat..tp saya yg memahami ni tau sangat dia mmg da lama teringin nak makan aiskrim bubur kacang hijau ni..sodapppp... boleh lah nak membasahkan tekak ni sesambil tengok tv..ehehe

KELLAASS MAMA..

2011-09-29T13:19:00.001+08:00

Last Sunday Fahmi tgh makan pizza..

Mama: Fahmi, sedap tak makan pizza mama masak ni?

Fahmi: Sedaaapp..Fahmi nak semua yang big ni.. (sambil tunjuk portion yg besar2) Then dia sambung lagi.. Mama masak ni?

Mama: Yerla, mamalah masak (dia macam tak percaya sbb ni first time saya uli2 wat pizza & dia suke topping hotdog banyak2 tu..

Fahmi: Kellaasss mama! (ala-ala iklan ribena yang Shiera & Maria Arshad tu..)

Mama: (Ternganga..Hahaha..lawak betul budak ni)

Ni gambar pizza tu sblm dipotong..

Jom pergi school sama-sama..

2011-09-22T07:49:00.001+08:00

Suatu pagi semasa menghantar Fahmi & adiknya ke taska:

Fahmi: Mama, kenapa mama tak hantar Fahmi pergi school
(biasanya Cikgu Taska yg akan hantar Fahmi ke Tadika, sbb buka lambat sket)

Mama: Mama keje la sayang..

Fahmi: Kenapa mama keje?

Mama: Mama keje cari duit.

Fahmi: Fahmi ada duit banyak..dalam bas. (Tabung duit Fahmi adalah sebuah bas sekolah)
Jomla pergi school sama-sama!

Owh, airmataku mula bergenang..

Tinicraft CLEARANCE SALE!

2011-09-20T13:26:00.000+08:00

Dear all,

For those who are interested, please visit TINICRAFT as I have some clearance sale for heavy cotton. Also, please send me email to inquire on sales for other type of fabric as well if interested as I have yet to do stocks check. Thank you.

IMPIAN DAN KENYATAAN

2011-09-13T07:47:00.000+08:00

Tengok anak2 membesar depan mata adalah sesuatu yang membahagiakan. Saya rasa sangat nak uruskan mereka untuk setiap saat. Perasaan ini makin membuak2 membuatkan saya tidak ada semangat untuk gi keje. Saya nak rasa perasaan hari2 siapkan anak2, buat breakfast then hantar ke skolah.

Skrg ni saya hanya siapkan pagi2 untuk ke nursery dan cikgu nursery hantar anak sulung saya ke tadika dan juga menjemputnya nanti. Saya nak rasa perasaan anak2 berlari2 keluar dari skolah menuju kepada saya dan bercerita tentang kisahnya di sekolah. Mmg tak dinafikan sekarang pun Fahmi macam tu,akan bercerita sebaik sahaja nampak saya di nurserynya petang nanti tp yg pasti orang pertama yg dia cerita maybe cikgu nursery yg ambil dia sbb cikgu tu pernah cakap yg Fahmi ni tak berenti cakap masuk dalam kereta cerita itu ini. Ya, saya faham dan tahu Fahmi tu seperti orang tiada masalah, cakap & tanya tak berenti. Level ingin tahunya amat tinggi, malah turut diakui oleh cikgu tadika dia sendiri.

Fahmi akan menjangkau usia 4 tahun bulan October nanti, Tasnim dah dua tahun 090911 haritu. Dalam diam2 saya bernekad untuk mencapai impian saya sebelum Fahmi masuk skolah rendah nanti. Saya kena buat sesuatu yg drastik sebelum saya mengalami tekanan perasaan sebegini yang lebih parah.

Tidak dinafikan ada ibu2 tak bekerja yang beria-ia nak bekerja, cakap boring dok kat umah etc. Bagi saya mereka adalah ibu2 yang bertuah kerana membesarkan anak2 depan mata, tak berpisah walau sesaat. Untung sangat. Namun tidak dinafikan juga ada ibu2 yang tidak bekerja seperti mengecam ibu2 yang bekerja. Katanya ibu yang bekerja ini kejam lah, terlalu kejarkan kemewahan sampai campak anak ke nursery lah, tak bertanggungjawab lah..macam2 lagi..walaupun secara indirect, tetapi hati ni luluh & pedih..bukan kemewahan yg kami kejar, jauh skali kekayaan..tetapi cukup sekadar mencari rezeki menyara kehidupan di dunia yg semakin mencabar dan kos sara hidup yang semakin meningkat. Kami masih punya adik beradik ramai dan ibu bapa. Tambahan pula, saya dulu bekas pemegang biasiswa kerajaan belajar di seberang laut sana..so secara tidak langsung saya rasa bertanggungjawab untuk bekerja dgn kerajaan, mungkin tak lama tp sekurang2nya beberapa tahun mengikut tuntutan dan kemampuan.

Semua orang ada peranan masing2, dan tidak perlulah untuk menghentam orang lain yang bukan dalam keadaan kita kerana semua orang ada situasi tersendiri yang perlu dihadapi..

KENAPA FAHMI PAKAI BAJU ASHAARI

2011-09-08T12:35:00.001+08:00

actually tatau nak letak tajuk ape. layan je la..ni gambar Fahmi masa hari raya pertama you all..korang perasan tak dalam post earlier tak ada satu pun gambar dia..gambar dia pakai baju melayu haritu taksempat nak snap pun sbb dia bad mood.so we all takada gambar the whole family, 4 beranak. tp ptg tu dia semangat pakai baju malaysia ni..Tokma dia beli..

tp nama ashaari (lupa lak nak snap belakang) saya tanya ma saya nape beli nama tu sedangkan nama Fahmi banyak sbb penjaga gol khairul fahmi yg glemer tu..ma cakap, ala takde size tuk yg nama Fahmi tu..eheh. takperlah, lagipun mmg Fahmi da ada baju tu sebenarnya, siap ada nama Fahmi lagi..and yes, saiz dia mmg agak besar tp sbb nak nama Fahmi punya pasal kami beli gak lah..ada gak colour biru nama Fahmi kat belakang.

Senang kan kalau nama anak sama dgn pemain bola sepak yg glamour. tp jgn salah anggap plak, anak saya lahir masa thn 2007, masa tu saya tak kenal pun siapa khairul Fahmi ni..starting last year je baru kenal. Tp sebenarnya idea saya nak letak Fahmi tu sbb berkenan dengan budak yg pandai ngaji dalam akademi Al-Quran tu dulu Abdullah Fahmi. Nak gak abdullah tu tp hubby kata, takpelah yang nanti anak kita asyik jd orang pertama je nakwat ape2 kat kelas nanti..ehehe..ikut ler..

cuma ada satu dialog saya dgn Fahmi masa dia tgh main bola..yg saya rasa agak jujur dia menjawab:

Mama: Fahmi, jom main kejar2..
Fahmi: Taknaklah, Fahmi kan pakai baju ni..
Mama: (owh, yerlah, pakai baju bola kena main bola lah.....jer ke?)

oklah, nakgi lunch meeting plak..thanks peeps!

SATU HARI DI HARI RAYA...

2011-09-07T12:37:00.000+08:00

Semua orang dah upload gambar raya..saya blom lagi..lagipun tadek gambar sangat..pagi raya pertama sehingga raya ketiga saya kena sakit kepala sebelah kanan..berdenyut2 sampai sakit sangat lubang mata..actually dari haritu lagi sakit kepala dok tahan2..so gambar mmg sangatlah sikit..tu pun sbb adik yg amik gambar..

lagipun my lil Fahmi tu buat perangai sket sbb takdapat ikut gi masjid solat raya..dia bangun pagi dalam kol 6, mandi then saya pakaikan baju melayu raya & bersongkok..memang handsome abis la..tp buka je pintu umah kol 7 tu dia kuar pergi reban ayam..ayoooo..Fahmi2..tau ke tak makna beraya tu..

then bila orang sibuk nakgi solat raya dia nangis sbb takboleh ikut..bila abis drama menangis nak ikut papa, dia tertidur sambil tengok khutbah raya..siap bersongkok lagi..orang balik solat raya bergambar pun dia tak bangun lagi..bila bangun ajak amik gambar dia masih badmood..so ini jerla gambar yg ada..

my hubby tukang amik gambar..ni semua adik beradik saya..yg tgh dua tu ma & abah tercinta..yg hijau hujung tu adik lelaki yg belajar UiTM machang, yg purple dua orang tu adik kembar, belajar kat SMUA Maahad Muhammadi. Yang barisan depan tu Angah..medic student USIM, Acik tudung merah tu belajar Nursing under KKM, kat Johor. Then last but not least me & Tasnim..sian tasnim dia pun macam badmood abg tadek..tp dia the best lah sbb pakai tudung tak bukak sampai ke petang..manis berbaju kurung biru mama jahit..bangga mama tau..ehehe..

muka tak sama..
me 28 yo, angah 23 yo, acik 19 yo..nampak semua sama tinggi tp saya paling berat. sangat ok!.

ma & abah bersama mok (ibu abah)

pengantin lama...ehehe..hubby nampak kurus sket due to operation haritu.. (gambar beberapa hari lepas raya confirm lain..ahaha)

papa & tasnim (sebuk nakwat peace)

alala, baru perasan tasnim tersepit kat situ sbb papa nak pegang mama..hihi..dia pasrah je nampaknya..ehe

NOT REALLY BACK TO SEWING

2011-09-05T13:18:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, I guess everyone is back on dashboard and sewing machine (seamstress) after a long hari raya break. I was so happy and enjoyed every moment of my holidays, so did my hubby and the kids.

Being with hubby and the kids almost every second for the whole 10 days made me valued the time as if I want to have it for the whole of my life. As for this moment it's almost impossible because I am a fulltime worker, but who knows, maybe in few years time I'll be the one!

Alright, to cut short, I will slowly reduce my sewing time..that means I will slowly try not to accept orders. As for now, I'll finish whatever orders that I have accepted and if I have time I will have some ready stocks to those who are interested. Also, I'll have some sale on what ever raw material that I have that I really really want to let go..owh, I love them all because most of them were handpicked by me & hubby. But I have to find some free time to organize it..so stay tune peeps!

Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir & Batin from Tinicraft & Family.

Thank you.

'Ibu halalkan susu ibu...innalillahi wainna ilaihi roji'uun'

2011-08-24T08:01:00.002+08:00

Sebak hati tak terkata, innalillah..semalam lagi saya terbaca kat blog seorang ibu yg tabah, Leen.
Air mata saya bergenang..sebak, tidak dapat dibayangkan dalam keadaannya..tapi harini air mataku jatuh jua setelah baca pos baru Leen, yang baru kehilangan puteri kesayangannya, Nia. Anak sekecil itu telah berjuang habis-habisan dgn leukimia dalam sisa kehidupannya. Buat Leen, tabahla sayang..puterimu itu putih bersih, seputih2 kapas yg tidak pernah terpalit habuk hitam..Al-Fatihah..

BISKUT DAHLIA

2011-08-23T17:02:00.000+08:00

Dalam kekalutan seharian, alhamdulillah saya mampu siapkan kuih raya..walaupun baru satu jenis, dapat 3 balang tp ini adalah permulaan yg baik buat saya yg takpernah wat biskut jenis ni..kecik2 dulu adalah wat..alhamdulillah, menjadi..rasanya pun sedap tak hancur ditangan (ecece, masuk bakul angkat sendiri la plak..)

insyaAllah kalau ada kudrat & kesempatan, nak buat beberapa jenis lagi..

PERSIAPAN RAYA

2011-08-23T16:15:00.000+08:00

Sibuk dari before Ramadhan sampai lah skrg pun tak habis2 bz, sampai taksempat nak beli kasut raya anak2..haritu da beli baju raya, except baju kurung tasnim baru halfway done. Iyelah, sejak Papa kena operate, kitaorang semua mostly dok umah je, tadek mood nakgi beli baju raya..baju raya sendiri pun rasa ralat kalau beli sendiri..mesti nak beli dgn hubby gak sbb yg paling penting adalah dia yang kena OK kan, sbb wife ni kena utamakan berhias untuk suami..eheh..sejak kahwin, mmg suami lah yg akan pilih kain baju saya semua dan kebetulan la plak mostly yg dia pilihkan tu lah orang kata cantik lah, colour kena lah..macam2..tp ada gak terbeli skali dua dia tak tengok contohnya beli dgn bos bila dia balik dr overseas, seganla plak nak panggil hubby pilihkan walaupun beza tingkat je dgn dia..

da habis jahit order wedding gift haritu rasa lega, malam tadi amik so boleh lah macam ni kuar jap beli barang anak..kami biasanya terawih kat umah je sbb hubby kadang2 tu masih kena solat kat kerusi lagi time2 dia rasa sakit tmpat operate tu..banyak kali gaklah mama jadi driver, papa dok sebelah..ehee..mmg rasa sangat kekok, walaupun dulu pernah bawak jauh2..tp dulu tu driver dok sebelah kiri..tapi skrg ni saya rasa da mahir sket da, especially parking..masa gi spital bawa hubby gi follow-up dia siap puji lagi pandai parking, elok je masuk space tu..hihi..nasib baiklah ada lesen memandu walaupun sangat jarang bawak kan..renew tu tetap renew tau...ehehe..

Harapnya malam ni jadi nak cari kasut atau selipar raya anak2..actually takpanggil selipar raya pun takpe sbb mmg nak kena beli..kasut fahmi tu, lidah dalamnya tu tah mane pergi...bahagian luar dia pun da terkopak sket..adik tasnim plak macam biasalah kaki panjang macam abang, kerap sangat jadinya kena tukar selipar sbb asyik terlebih je tumit..sian dia..yg selipar dia yang latest tu ok lagi tp tinggal sebelah je..mane tah tercicir..maybe tinggal kat taman haritu kot..

korang plak macam mane persiapan raya? kita ni tadeklah excited melampau..anak2 jerla kan..tp anak2 saya yg umur 2 & 4 thn ni pun takberapa faham sangat konsep raya ni..yg diorang tahu balik kg tu bestt...dapat tengok macam2 binatang secara live gitu..dapat naik motor Tokbah, dapat ikut Atuk tunjuk kolam ikannya..dan macam2 lagi lah..

letih plak tiba2 menaip panjang ni..hmm..saya kalau boleh nak kerja kat kampung, boleh?

DAH SIAP SERIBU..ALHAMDULILLAH..

2011-08-23T07:49:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, syukur..tidak dapat digambarkan perasaan lega dan puas hati akhirnya dapat gak siapkan tempahan seribu pcs tissue holders ni..disebalik kesedihan mendapat 'bendera jepun di 10 Ramadhan terakhir ini, kugembira dapat siapkan order ni..kalau taksilap, ia ditempah 2-3 weeks before puasa..it took 2 weeks to get the label..kain kena potong 2,000 pcs sbb outer layer & lining skali.. and as you may aware, I had so many tests during this ramadhan, alhamdulillah for the chances to be tested. I was not feeling well since before Ramadhan due to weather and office air-conditioning system, so I keep coughing & having the cold all the way, husband got an emergency operation, anak demam, etc..Anyway, alhamdulillah, I went thru it all with the strong spirit, courage and energy given by Allah, and also huge support from friends, readers and my family.

Ok, let's go back to the orders. 1,000 pcs with more than 50 different fabrics pattern. It was picked up last night, alhamdulillah for the support from my customer in Shah Alam. It happened to be the customer is originally also from Kelantan (my kampung), and her brother lives in the same area where I'm staying now. Allah made it easy for me, alhamdulillah. So, I did not have to go all the way to Shah Alam to deliver to her. Alhamdulillah. But I did not get a chance to take nice shots of the tissue holders pictures.. (I don't think that I ever had one..haha).

By finishing this order, I've to start finishing my half way done Tasnim's baju kurung. Then I can focus on continuing my 'biskut raya'. Only one type done! (slow sket..ehehe). I've left about 7-8 pcs bags to be done after raya. Thanks dear Maryam & K.Azilah for your patience.

Thanks for your time!

PILIHAN NASIB

2011-08-18T13:28:00.001+08:00

Dalam hidup ini kita sentiasa ada beberapa pilihan untuk menjalani kehidupan kita..kalau pilihan kita itu bagus, alhamdulillah..tapi kalau kita tersalah pilih, maka padahla akhirnya. Namun kita sentiasa kena ingat, setiap yang berlaku itu ada hikmahnya..sesekali kita mesti, (rasanya semua tidak terkecuali) akn terdetik rasa menyesal..kalau rasa menyesal itu adalah sebuah penyesalan tidak mengapa, tetapi rasa menyesal,rungutan membuat sesuatu pilihan. Boleh, tetapi awas, janganlah rasa menyesal itu sampai kita menidakkan Qada & Qadar. Juga, janganlah kita mengharapkan sesuatu itu berubah dalam sekelip mata, bak menanti bulan jatuh ke riba.. merungut akan nasib diri tanpa berusaha..

"Sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan merubah nasib sesuatu kaum sehingga mereka merubah keadaan yang ada pada diri mereka sendiri" - Surah Ar-Ra'd, Ayat 11

Peringatan untuk diri sendiri..

AKHIRNYA REBAH JUA..

2011-08-17T17:00:00.000+08:00

I was supposed to write this entry on Sunday but due to mood imbalance, I've postponed it until today. As you may aware I was handling the house chores, the kids and my husband who just had an emergency appendicitis operation before. On Saturday we went for his follow-up and we got his clinical test result. I saw the result but I didn't really understand the medical terms. But hubby said the consultant surgeon did brief him that he had a ruptured appendix. (3mm) alhamdulillah kecik je..

That night I could not sleep, started feeling the fever. On Sunday morning I woke up from my sleep disorder, my body temperature was quite high, 38.7oC. I could not puasa, went to clinic and got this & that including mc. So I stayed at home on Monday. I was exhausted. Maybe because of what had happened recently and i got stuck in the KTM Train on Friday, out from office at 5pm, arrived home 8++ pm..Alhamdulillah somebody gave me kurma to break my fast.

Anyway, I hope the train is ok because I wanna go home as soon as I could..huhu~~

CHEF IRAN

2011-08-15T07:55:00.000+08:00

Masa jaga hubby kat rumah haritu, sambil buat kerja tu saya ada masa naktengok tv..tiba2 saya tertarik kat satu drama Iran ni kat TV AlHijrah..mmg saya suka sangat cerita tu, mengisahkan suka duka sebuah keluarga yang memiliki sebuah restoran mewah terkenal di Tehran. Tajuk cerita pun chef..ayah dia ketua chef, mak dia pengurus restoran yang mana kedua2nya ada ego masing2..

Bagi saya pilihan TV AlHijrah adalah tepat kerana drama tu menunjukkan seolah2 kisah benar/cerita masyarakat dan kisah hidup di Iran..tp tang depa hidang makanan tu mmg menggugat keimanan lah sbb saya ni mmg kepala nasi arab, suka sangat..ehehe..kalau korang free time tu, boleh la tengok yer..waktu siaran jam 3.30-4.30 ptg..saya dapat tengok tu pun sbb cuti, ada kat umah..kalo cite ni ada ulangan weekend ke, ok gak ek boleh tengok..ehehe..

HIKMAH

2011-08-12T12:15:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, I am back in my office today after 4 days at home taking care of my husband. I was supposed to have an important meeting today that having me sitting here instead of home, but it was canceled.

Anyway, my husband is getting better alhamdulillah. I've prepared and cooked whatever necessary for him before coming to work today. I hope he will be fine, insyaAllah.

Being at home for the past few days, made me turned into a superwoman..haha..perasan! I had to do the house chores, managed the kids and their school matters. My hubby used to help me a lot before, almost everything we did it together including sewing & cooking. But after what had happened, I felt like my house chores were doubled up. Alhamdulillah for the test, we are tested because He knows that we can go thru it. Alhamdulillah..

There are a lot of hikmah after what had happened recently, my constipation & piles and also my husband's emergency operation. Due to these, I lost my weight 1.5 kg within that 4 days at home, and also it's Ramadhan, I've lost weight altogether 3.5kg during 10days of Ramadhan. But losing weight was not the ultimate, the most important thing is, I've become a more strong person, His servant, wife, mom. I've learnt to always be thankful to Allah for the health, I've learnt to choose good food and appreciate of the good health. Alhamdulillah. Apart of that, I also managed to bake some biskut raya..hihi..time hubby rest tu I took the chance to godek2 my microwave oven..alhamdulillah, siap 3 balang biskut..semperit je pun..(first time buat.. alhamdulillah it turned out well)

So friends, everything happens for a reason..

Kita merancang, Allah juga merancang..tetapi perancangan Allah itulah yang terbaik...

UJIAN RAMADHAN

2011-08-07T04:56:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Ramadhan ini saya diuji lagi..my husband had to undergo an emergency operation yesterday..the operation went well alhamdulillah and hope he'll be recovered soon..

JATUH CINTA...susu kambing

2011-08-04T08:19:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, syukur..aku telah jatuh cinta..huhu~~ayat jiwang plak tu..tatau macam mana nak cakap perasaan syukur yg amat..akhirnya saya boleh minum susu..saya dah jatuh cinta dgn susu kambing..dulu kalau orang cakap pasal susu ape aje skali pun, mmg masuk telinga kiri kuar telinga kanan..kalo beli pun sampai expired lah..hangat2 tahi ayam..

setiap yg berlaku ada hikmahnya..bila da berpenyakit ni baru nak terkedek2 kaji lifestyle pemakanan..masa nilah terbuka hati, terbuka mata dan mulut terhadap susu kambing dan sebagainya..untuk memulakan sesuatu yg kita tak pernah try, minda kita kena positif..sekarang minda saya positif, saya nak hidup sihat, tanak sakit2 dah..tanak dok berkepit dgn ubat dsb..sbb saya memerlukan kudrat ni tuk diri sendiri..tanak susahkan orang lain..nakjaga suami & anak2..nak bekerja, dan yang paling penting nakjaga ibadah dan selalu meningkatkan amalan..

Al-kisahnya macam ni, saya borak2 dgn kakak kat ofis, pasal masalah gastric saya,takboleh buang angin, sakit kepala, keletihan, etc..(banyak sangat penyakit kot..tak tersenarai kat sini..ehehe). then dia bitau saya cuba lah susu kambing..tp saya cakap saya takboleh nak minum susu pun, kalau tak rasa nakmuntah..dia pun kata dia pun sama..tp dgn susu kambing Hi-goat ni dia ok..dia mula dengan yg coffee mix dulu..dalam tu mmg mix coffee+spirulina+susu kambing..then slowly kita cuba tambah susu kambing extra..saya pun kata ok nanti saya cari..

Mmg rezeki saya masa gi beli groceries haritu alkisahnya hubby nak try mee udang kat satu kedai kat situ, saya pun duduk skali..takmakan ape2 pun..hubby order air milo saya tengok je..masa hubby tgh makan tu saya bangun nak bayar dulu sbb nak balik cepat2 after hubby makan..masa ni anak2 kat nursery jap, sbb bnyk sangat barang nakbeli sbb da lama tak beli groceries..then masa nak bayar tu saya ternampak tergantung susu kambing hi-goat tu..katbawah dia tu ada yg spirulina tu..saya pun suh dia bancuh satu naktry..

bila minum tu saya rasa saya boleh telan..maybe sbb saya biasa makan pil spirulina..pastu saya terus beli satu papan tu..then skrg saya mmg minum hari2 masa sahur..alhamdulillah ni da 4 hari puasa, saya takrasa sket pun gastric saya macam totally gone..insyaAllah kena istiqomah.. dan bulan puasa ni juga saya start tukar eating lifestyle..makan sayur banyak & kurangkan nasi..kurangkan pedas & lemak, air minum banyak2..mula2 maybe takbiasa tp kena positif nak hidup sihat!alhamdulillah, menjahit maintain je, boleh berterawikh dan sebagainya..rutin kerja bertambah bulan puasa ni dengan nak masaknya, nak sahurnya..tp alhamdulillah dengan saya maintain pengambilan susu kambing & eating lifestyle, saya mampu dan insyaAllah boleh berterusan..skrg baru 6 hari saya da rasa perbezaannya..

Jangan salah anggap saya bukan berniaga ke ejen ke..saya tak dapat komisyen pun dari HR ni..ehehe..cuma saya nak share menda yg elok untuk kawan2 yg juga ada masalah macam saya..dan sila tengok betul2 testimonial ni saya bukan copy dari sesiapa tp saya sendiri yg menulisnya..sbb saya nak sangat orang2 macam saya yg taksuka & takboleh minum susu ni tahu bertapa bagusnya khasiat susu kambing ni..esok insyaAllah saya nak jadi ahli..jadi ahli sbb beli harga ahli lagi murah..da tahu kita ni nakguna lama insyaAllah so better jadi ahli kan..sbb ada kakak tempat keje saya ni stokis..dia pun asal dari pengalaman macam saya ni jugaklah..husband dia ada penyakit kencing manis skrg totally drop..kalau ada asthma ke memang elok..gastric, ulcer pain, masalah pencernaan..banyak lagi..

Syukur sangat2 Ya Allah, alhamdulillah atas nikmat kesihatan ini, atas nikmat keterbukaan hati untuk minum susu ni...dan atas segala2nya..Alhamdulillah..

SAHUR WESTERN

2011-08-03T12:31:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, harini bangun sahur, terlambat sket sbb malam tadi tidur lambat..jam435 am, biasa kol 4 bangun..takpuasa pun kol 4-5 da bangun..anyway, harini me & hubby bersahur set western..tadeklah plak amik gambar time sahur ni..kurma, grilled sausage +fish sauce+black pepper, tomato baked beans, raw crunchy lettuce and coleslaw dressing! air plak, campuran cuka nipah+madu, cofee susu kambing spirulina and lots of water..alhamdulillah..rasanya macam simple, cepat dan kenyang..yang paling penting, dapat berkat bangun sahur..

semalam balik baca kat kotak susu kambing tu patutla, susu kambing ni adalah ubat untuk sakit gastric, ulcer perut dan banyak lagi..alhamdulillah..

Harini alhamdulillah, my sinus juga is lesser.semalam menyengat sampai ke gusi dan gigi..bahagian kening, atas hidung & pipi tu toksah cakaplah sakitnya..flu almost 2 weeks da ni..ada orang cakap ubat resdung yg mujarab adalah daun tebu hitam (yang batang tebu tu sebesar ibu jari je), dikeringkan dan ditumbuk kering & sapu ke bahagian yg sakit tu, insyaAllah boleh beransur hilang..saya nak cuba tapi tatau kat mane..kalau sape2 ada saya nak beli ye, boleh poskan kering..ehehe..

harini dapat wat kerja dengan ceria dan bersemangat..semalam sbb kan sakit tu macam slow je wat keje..lemah je..alhamdulillah atas nikmat kesihatan..semoga diri kita semua terus bertenaga sampai ke malam ini untuk berterawikh..insyaAllah..

Happy fasting!

p/s: next post nanti saya nak wat stock clearance kain pasang..tuk lepas2 raya ke..ehehe

DAH BANYAK HARI TAKDE POST

2011-08-02T12:36:00.000+08:00

Harini baru ada peluang nak mencoret sesuatu di sini..Alhamdulillah, harini hari kedua berpuasa. Alhamdulillah, syukur sangat2 atas kesihatan dan kudrat untuk berpuasa ni. Masalah saya sebelum ni dah bertambah baik walaupun ada lagi..gastric is totally gone, alhamdulillah. Hikmah berpuasa dah terbukti menyihatkan, cuma kena caranya. Sebelum puasa tak jaga makan, makan ikut suka timing sendiri. Tp bila berpuasa ni mmg Allah dah tetapkan timing makan ni, alhamdulillah, syukur.

Memandangkan saya ada masalah pencernaan, saya cuba makan nasi sedikit yang mungkin, banyak makan sayur. Masa berbuka saya makan 3 jenis sayur dan sahur pun sama. Haa, boleh pun..nak dgn taknak je..bila sakit baru nak disiplin..air pun, alhamdulillah saya boleh minum 3 liter..takpernah2 nakgi keje suh hubby stop kat petrol station sbb saya nak ke tandas buang air kecil..hihi..dan saya siap boleh minum susu kambing lagi masa sahur..takpernah2 minum..tp susu kambing campuran coffee & spirulina.. (waah hubby mesti bangga sbb akhirnya wife dia ni minum gak susu kambing..) Yes, I have to admit that susu kambing banyak khasiatnya..tenaga pada siang haripun maintain..

apapun, saya takputus2 berdoa semoga keadaan ni berterusan agar bulan puasa ni dapat dilalui dengan penuh berkat dan jayanya..amiin..

EATING NO RICE

2011-07-29T08:28:00.001+08:00

InsyaAllah hari isnin nanti kita akan berpuasa..bulan yang ditunggu2 oleh semua, untuk menggandakan ibadah, bukan ibadah puasa sahaja..malah ibadah2 lain juga..bulan ini jugalah bulan yang kita harus rebut peluang untuk melipatgandakan amalan..

tidak dinafikan juga, bulan ini jugalah direbut2 oleh peniaga2 terutamanya peniaga makanan dan persiapan hari raya yang lain termasuk pakaian, biskut raya dan sebagainya..sampaikan sanggup untuk membayar sewa RM20,000 sebulan..fuuhhh..nampak gayanya memamg menguntungkan..

as for me, I have to be balance..still have few more orders need to be completed before the Eid including Tasnim's baju kurung, I also have to be stronger in order to do the ibadah, especially the tarawikh and also put extra energy on preparing the food..my arrival time from workplace would be same as usual (maybe a bit early, insyaAllah) around 6-630pm. I normally cook simple menu or sometimes we also buy from stalls nearby (in a way help the neighborhood). This year would be the same, it's just that I have to prepare to get use of eating no rice..??

these past few weeks, I was suffering of serious constipation that may lead to have a serious hemorrhoid. In order to avoid that, I have to take a lot of fluids and fibers and it helps a lot if i take no rice..now, I've tried some other food that make me feel full for example pita bread with chicken sandwich and meehun sup. I don't know but somehow it seemed work on me. And I noticed, if I were to take a full meal of rice, I would get the constipation. That means, 2-3 spoons of rice is enough..huhu~~ saya perut nasi maa...tak boleh tahann...

that means:-
1. I still have to cook rice & lauk for hubby and the kids (Fahmi is also a perut nasi boy)
2. I can only eat the lauk with a lot of vegetables and also to eat fruits, compulsory
3. I cannot skip sahur with at least kurma and bread to avoid my gastric pain (see, I also have gastric)

Therefore I have to stock up my refrigerator with a lot of vegetables, fruits,pita bread,chicken, fish, etc...huhu..so tomorrow will be a hectic day for me..groceries time!

Friends, pray for me that I won't sick during Ramadhan..last year I was warded during Ramadhan due to dehydration..this year, insyaAllah I won't sick again..

Oh ya, if you have any other type of food (which is not nasi) that can make us full and yet give us energy, please share with me..

Thank you for your time..

PAGI YANG HUJAN

2011-07-29T07:47:00.000+08:00

Pagi ni hujan turun sepanjang perjalanan kami ke office, seiring dengan kesedihan dari kekalahan malam tadi..di corong2 radio pun semuanya membicarakan pasal kekalahan bola malam tadi..I'm not a big fan on football, but I always pray for the best for our Skuad Harimau..dulu2 saya mmg takminat tengok bola..tak amik port langsung..tp sejak akhir2 ni Kelantan kerap sangat jadi juara mendahului skuad sukan bolasepak tanah air, menjadikan saya buka mata..tambah plak penjaga golnya yang tangkas dan cekap malam tadi orang kelate, nama plak khairul fahmi (sama macam anak sulung saya nama fahmi gak), so saya pun curi2 tengok gak..

malam tadi saya tak menjahit pun bagi chance kat papa tengok perlawanan dan saya main kat bilik dengan anak2..so tadeklah Fahmi berebut channel dengan Papa, sorang nak tengok Ceria, sorang nak tengok bola..ehehe..tp kami curi2 gak kuar tengok bila papa excited semacam je..ehehe..

bagi pendapat saya lah, kekalahan kita berat masa kat Singapore haritu lagi, lolos banyak sangat..so, permainan ni amat getir skali..tu pun sbb Khairul Fahmi banyak selamatkan gol tendangan Singa yg tajam & garang..mmg tabik spring lah bila tengok ulang tayang dia menyelamatkan gol tu, cekap & tangkas..cuma saya & mungkin ramai lagi kesal dengan drama2 berbabak-babak malam tadi..

Anyway, Skuad Harimau jgn berhenti mengaum..kami semua sokong anda! (termasuk Daniel Fahmi juga)..ehehe

BELI @ JAHIT?

2011-07-27T13:25:00.004+08:00

Gambar ni da amik few weeks ago..masa tu Tasnim try baju raya lama yg mama jahit dulu sbb mama nak tengok size dia..kononnya nak jahit la kan..tp disebabkan terlalu busy & diri mama tasnim ni yg tak berapa sehat, so me & hubby decided to buy for her..first time beli baju kurung for her, sbb sebelum ni dah buat 2 kali...

so, last weekend pergi beli tp masa tu tasnim is in a bad mood, she insisted not to try the baju kurung. So hubby kata ukur belakang dia jer la..tu pun dia berlari ikut abang main (kebetulan masa tu ada belon yg boleh main lompat2 tu..so saya ukur lebih kurang jerla sambil badan dia bergerak. tp bila balik umah mood dia ok, saya try..ya Allah singkat plak dgn dia..badan semua da ok sbb tasnim a bit lost her weight..huhu.. (sbb skrg terlalu aktif, walaupun makan tetap banyak macam biasa) kain dia cantik, plain shocking pink, maybe saiz dia tuk budak setahun..tasnim da dua tahun. nak amik gambar tak boleh..kamera rosak..takpe saya godek2 kamera lama saya nanti saya amik gambar..

p/s: nampak gaya mama kena menjahit baju tasnim la ni..mmg rezeki tasnim nakpakai baju airtangan mama..

SOMETHING IS BETTER LEFT UNTOLD..

2011-07-26T17:38:00.000+08:00

TASNIM THE EXPLORER...

2011-07-19T08:25:00.001+08:00

Suke tengok gambar ni, ala-ala kakak gitu..ehehe..masa ni kat rumah sepupu Tasnim, iaitu Aisyah..ni dia amik kak aisyah punya wat harta sendiri..(bak kata Fahmi, pinjam je, share laa...) Oh ye, baju tu saya jahit tuk tasnim..Lately ni badan dia macam ruam2..berpeluh kuat sangat..so saya wat la baju open2 sket..ehehe..dia suka baju ni sbb ada Dora tu..comeyyy.kain pun lembut, imported from vietnam..oh ye, saya ada lebih sket lagi kain tu, kalo berminat boleh tengok kat Tinicraft

Beza setahun lebih dgn kak aisyah..tp macam sama besar je..

REFASHION AGAIN...

2011-07-15T07:30:00.001+08:00

Looking at tasnim wearing my first refashion project, she really loves it, smiling all the way..dia pk baju baru kot..sian dia..for these few months tadek baju baru la..nakwat camne mama pandai menjahit (pandai la sangat..ehehe) ada baju baru, tp mama jahit gak..nanti later to be uploaded.ni pun weekend haritu wat, sambil siapkan orders..

Macam baju ni singkat nampak perut, tp badan ok lagi..so wat ape membazir kan..naktunggu adik tasnim tatau bila lagi kan..refashion ni pun mostly I used Japanese cotton, easy to be handled, or vietnam english cotton pun ok..

tengok tu, tak abis2 tenung baju dia ala2 skirt dah..ehehe..

BEG CIKGU-CIKGI

2011-07-13T07:56:00.001+08:00

Tiba2 harini rasa nak tempek gambar dari Tinicraft Shop kat sini plak..ehehe.ni order Ms Sal tuk cikgu anak dia..teacher's bag, reversible..spacious..

Side A-shoes in bag with two open pockets

Side B, Butterfly in Grey -magnetic snap pocket

one set of makeup bag, tissue holder & coin purse

REFASHION YOUR CLOTHES

2011-07-11T07:59:00.001+08:00

This is Tasnim old clothes but still in a good condition. The shirt is quite short but still can fit her. This baju is for 0-6months baby..but due to the material, it can be stretched wide. Here you go...

Tasnim really loves her 'new' look clothes. I used a very good quality Japanese cotton to match with the pastel green color.
I've some more on the way to be refashioned!

MAMA, NAK LAT..

2011-07-05T20:40:00.001+08:00

Pakai bukan sebarang pakai,pakai tanak nampak rambut macam mama la konon..

alah..ultraman abang kacau la plak..

nampak gak rambut tu..

sejuk mata memandang..ehehe..

HAPPY TIMES WITH THE KIDS, ALWAYS

2011-06-30T20:55:00.001+08:00

@ KLIA while waiting for her tokma & tokbah coming back from Mekkah

ni plak kat kg haritu..sebuk nakwat peace..

**gumuknya mama tasnim**

ADIK PUN NAK SONGKOK

2011-06-28T12:39:00.003+08:00

This is another activity at night before going to bed. Si adik suka kacau abang, dia pun nak songkok jugak this time. Tengok abang wat2 nangis..alalala..jgn ketuk adik dah, nanti kena gigit..ehehe..

si abang suka sangat amik gambar letak robot/ultraman atas bahu, dia kata Fahmi nak dokong robot boleh tak mama? alala..

ok, wat peace plak ok!

SIAN ANAK MAMA..

2011-06-27T13:27:00.001+08:00

Ape perasaan anda bila balik tengok ada merah lebam kat dahi anakanda tercinta? Macam geram pun ada, macam sedih pun ada..kesian tu toksah cakaplah..tanya dia, adik sakit tak? dia tunjuk je kat dahi dia sambil cakap..akitt...bergenang air mata seorang ibu..ni gambar last week. taska kata dia jatuh berlari dgn kawan dia..tatau lah..mama doa kan anak mama tak apa2, baik2 saja ye.

I love you my dear sweetie girl..

POLKA DOTS JAPANESE COTTON

2011-06-27T13:25:00.001+08:00

This very good Japanese Cotton is super damn delicious & yummy.
Very outstanding dots with dark blue background
4 meters x 45" = RM 110
RM28 per meter
(Please add RM7 for pos laju)
SOLD OUT

KENANGAN LAMA

2011-06-27T05:20:00.000+08:00

Last week ada orang add kat fb saya dan bg msg. Rupanya dia kenal saya sebab pernah baca majalah dara April 2007. Tp mmg surprise dia boleh ingat my name. Maybe my name ni the only one kat dunia ni. Kebetulan pula saya baru je dok membelek majalah lama tu few weeks ago..kelakar plak kalau diingat balik. Tajuknya mmg gempak macam lebih sudu dari kuah plak..huhu..masa artikel ni keluar, saya dah kahwin pun pada bulan Januari..segan lak rasa masuk majalah dara plak tu..ehehe..

Aduh, tatau bila lagi ada kesempatan nak berbakti kepada masyarakat macam dulu2..huhu~~

Imported English Cotton for Sale

2011-06-24T17:35:00.000+08:00

Imported English Cotton for Sale
3.5 meter x 57-60"
RM85
Price does not include shipping
Email me at khu_hai@hotmail.com

TAK MAIN PUN DAPAT HADIAH!

2011-06-22T13:26:00.001+08:00

I was so surprised when Fahmi brought back this yesterday. He then showed me, "mama, tengok ni, Fahmi dapat hadiah"..aduhh..pastu Papa cakap,"Papa bangga dengan Fahmi, takmain pun dapat hadiah".. then Fahmi pun dgn tersengih dan tanpa rasa bersalah cakap, "hebat tak Fahmi? hebatkan?"..aiyya..ayat citer kartun dia dah keluar lah..bagus la sangat tu..fenin2..

Fahmi nak buat peace tp 3 jari la plak kuar..adik pun nakwat peace tp sbb nak control tudung tu terus jadi 10!

FAHMI'S SPORTS DAY & MINI BAZAR

2011-06-20T12:34:00.002+08:00

As I've posted earlier, last saturday was Fahmi's sports day. It was a combination of 4 Little Caliphs Kindergartens around Bangi. Fahmi's school is in purple. So, everyone including the parents should dress up in Purple. Let's check it out!

Everyone had to be in own line and started with easy exercise and movement. Can you spot Fahmi in the lines? Wearing a purple cap..well everyone did..hmm..which one is Fahmi?

Hmm..still cannot spot him huh?

OMG, was he the one that the teacher was carrying? Oh no..and apparently not him..

Hard to spot now, the image is now smaller..

Taraaaa...there you go..he was not even in the lines, he did not play anything and he didn't even bother what everyone was doing..haha..spoiled ler..and we we noticed the purple team was getting lesser & lesser..not only Fahmi, some others also did not really cooperate. Maybe because they noticed their parents were around and nothing would be the best thing than being with parents, right? But his school got no.2, not bad huh?

Then Fahmi went jalan-jalan with her lil sister..Tasnim..look! she was wearing purple too! smiling with her lil tiger..

posing with adik..

elele..pandai plak papa ajar posing..mama tgh menjual kat bazar time ni..

abang tired la adik..baring kejaplah..ishh abang ni..

adik pun join skali lah..as usual, she would follow abang..

ok2, tukar posisi plak..

papa, ada flower colour purple!

muka budak malas pakai kasut, tanak jalan..ended up papa dokong dua2..

We made this that morning..thanks hubby for creating this..

barang2 agak tunggang langgang selepas digodek2 customer..tp sambutan agak menggalakkan, alhamdulillah..thanks to all..eh nampak tak ada brown box tu?apa dalam tu?

designer cotton, saje je bawak, tp tak sangka ada orang beli gak..alhamdulillah..

duk skali dgn Kak Jue & adiknya dari Alimrans & Love Fabrics

We went back home in the afternoon. The kids slept soundly & both of us so exhausted until we missed a friend's birthday party for her 1yo son. .harini pun ponat lagi..huhu~~

VISCOSE FLOWERS & POLKA DOTS!

2011-06-20T08:13:00.000+08:00

VISCOSE COTTON

4 meter x 45"

RM38

(without shipping cost)

Pos ekspress RM4.50 per 1 pc
Pos Laju Rm6 per 1 pc

Email me at khu_hai@hotmail.com

Also available in Cream

Shocking Pink (dlm gambar color dia lain sket tp mmg cantik in real)

Brown

Pale Pink, very soft color

the colours might be slightly different in real due to camera setting and screen

MY VERY FIRST SMALL TINY BAZAAR..GULP!

2011-06-16T12:39:00.000+08:00

I've been very busy.After came back from kampung, I started my very first bazar preparation. This will be a very small bazar only. In conjunction with my son's sports day this Saturday. Not so much handmade items I managed to sew. But, let's sneak some of what will i have there!

ASSISTANT DIRECTOR, MY ASSISTANT

2011-06-03T07:44:00.000+08:00

Harini rasa sedikit penat dari bangun pagi rentetan semalam sampai jam 1230am menjahit & hubby tolong gunting kain..syian dia kena gunting kain ye..semuanya bermula bila anak2 tido awal. jam 10 fahmi da nak tido, adiknya dari jam 830 pm lagi terkulai, seperti biasa tiada ragam untuk tido. Hubby kol 10 mlm jemur kain kat luar, iyela takut weekend lagi banyak nak membasuh..Then 10.30 pm tu hubby kesian tengok saya nak menjahit lagi, nak gunting kain lagi then dia offer nak tolong..tp this time saya bagi dia buat yg senang je, gunting kain nak jahit bedung. Hulur pembaris, pen, gunting and bermeter2 kain..ehehe..

I wish I always have an assistant like hubby sbb dia very teliti gunting kain. ukur pun satu2. bangun sana-sini nak betulkan kain yg panjang. then dia nak lagi, saya minta potong lurus untuk kain nak buat bag, bagi ukuran satu. Siap dia gunting yg lining skali..

Then, tiba2..
Susah juga gunting kain ni ye..penat abang..
-ehehe..tau tak ape..

Dear hubby, thanks for helping me last night.

SCHOOL HOLIDAY

2011-06-01T12:54:00.000+08:00

I guess everyone is enjoying school holiday, including me! I'm not a teacher, but I really love the school holiday. Yes, we can bring the kids for vacation and last but not least, there's no traffic jam coming to the office, going back home still, a bit. Arghh..can't wait to go back to my hometown next week! But still I have to 'pulun' jahit, still have pending orders. Anyway, hope its not too late to wish you all happy school holiday!

PLEASE SHARE TIPS TO JOIN BAZAAR!

2011-05-31T21:59:00.000+08:00

I got some invitation to join bazar earlier but I just refused to join due to lack of experience, lack of stocks & time, still lot more to finish orders and etc. Does any of you would love to share some tips of joining bazar? Thanks!

CINTA & TANGGUNGJAWAB

2011-05-31T08:01:00.000+08:00

These few days, saya cepat penat..work is never been lesser, sometimes it is more than usual especially when we have to hop here and there..raising the kids getting tougher yet fun together..

Anyway, last weekend was a tiring weekend. I was finishing orders on Saturday while hubby was helping me doing the house chores. Then we had a long journey for a kenduri. Sunday was the same. I invited some relatives to get together and eat of course! While I was cooking, hubby was folding clothes and watching over the kids. At night I was almost passed out due to so much of work.Again, hubby massaged me dengan minyak panas until I slept and the kids were with him until they both slept.

I woke up early in the morning, nearly 4pm. I was watching 3 of them sleeping. I am so blessed with a pair of kids and a very responsible & supportive husband. We both work in the office, everyday we go back home nearly 7pm. Both are tired. But with the responsibility we manage to handle it together. I know that we both aware that we love each other and the responsibility comes together.

Let me share a true story of us. The reality.

I joined my current workplace after two months my hubby joined. We saw each other after about one month, when we had our first meeting with the management. He sat next to me. I didn't know him at all. While waiting for the management, he then started the conversation by asking what did i wrote in my diary. I just answer a lil bit without looking at him.

A few days later, my housemate which apparently in the same division with him, asked me a few weird questions, such as; akak dah ada seseorang?akak berminat tak nak berkenalan dengan orang division saya? etc. (pandai dia pasang spy ye)

The next day, my housemate send me nasi lemak in a plate. They were having a birthday celebration I think. tak ingat dah. So I wanted to send the plate to their division. It was 5.30pm and seemed that no one in the division already except the bosses. Then I saw this guy. Macam pernah nampak dia ni. So, I opened my mouth. "Encik, nak letak kat mane pinggan ni?" He then excitedly showed to me where to put.

Then he started asking me few questions, my study background..etc. He sat in his room, and I was standing outside. We talked about 10 minutes.

From that we knew a lil bit about each other. 2 days later, I got a sms from him:
Him: Saya ske awak.
Me: S.K.E tu ape? (masa tu mmg saya kurang arif shortcut2 ni)
Him: S.U.K.A
Me: Oh ye ke..Ok..(masa tu menggelabah call member, apa nak cakap ni..)
Me: Maaf, saya taknak bercinta (dulu2 masa blajar cinta monyet ade ler sket2)
Him:Saya suka awak dan nak kahwin dgn awak
Me:Erm...

A month plus after we know each other, family dia datang merisik.
We didn't really have time to date together earlier because I chose not to. Just had lunch & dinner together few times with some friends. 2 months after that, we got married.

Starting from that day we started our new life. We started to know each other. Bercinta selepas kahwin is a precious gift. But the most important thing is, cinta is nothing without the responsibility. Responsibility is lacking of something without the love in a marriage. Some people know each other for years and years and ended up married with someone else. Jodoh itu ketentuan Ilahi.

Love and responsibility, always come together..

Sambil berlari, saya menoleh ke arah adik saya..

2011-05-23T09:54:00.003+08:00

Nota Ibtisamfarah: Takpe dik, biarlah dia tenang di sana..Semoga Allah menempatkan semuanya di tempat orang-orang yg soleh..amin..

SUMBER: BERITA HARIAN

KUALA LUMPUR: “Saya sempat tarik tangan adik selepas runtuhan pertama, namun kakinya tersangkut pada batang besi khemah, saya cuba tarik lagi tangannya tetapi ketika itu saya nampak ada runtuhan batu menuju ke arah kami.

“Masa itu saya terdengar jeritan meminta saya lari menyelamatkan diri. Sambil berlari, saya menoleh ke arah adik saya dan lihat batu besar menghempap kepalanya.

“Ketika berlari keluar dari dewan saya meraung kerana teringat apa yang terjadi kepada adik,” kata Mohd Awie Abdul Latif, 11, yang terselamat dalam tragedi tetapi kehilangan adiknya.

Awie yang masih trauma tidak dapat melupakan kejadian yang sekelip mata mengorbankan adiknya, Mohd Riezman Abdul Latif, 9, dan 15 yang lain berkata dia sangat sayangkan adik bongsunya dan sentiasa ke mana-mana bersama, namun semuanya tinggal kenangan.

Ibunya, Intan Anisah Alang, 40, yang bertugas sebagai pengawal keselamatan sebuah pusat beli-belah di Kajang, berkata dimaklumkan kejadian itu oleh anak saudaranya sekitar jam 5 petang.

“Saya tergamam dan seluruh tubuh rasa kaku... tidak bermaya, namun saya kuatkan hati untuk bergegas ke tempat kejadian kerana ingin tahu nasib kedua-dua anak.

“Bila tiba di sana saya dimaklumkan Awie terselamat, namun Riezman terperangkap dalam runtuhan dan berdoa dia selamat, tetapi harapan saya hampir hilang apabila Awie menceritakan apa yang berlaku kepada Riezman,” katanya yang ditemui di Bilik Mayat, Hospital Kuala Lumpur, semalam.
Intan yang kali terakhir bertemu Riezman pada Aidilfitri tahun lalu, berkata mayat Riezman dibawa keluar dari runtuhan jam 4.35 pagi semalam.

Paling menyedihkan Intan, anak kesayangannya itu juga sempat membelikannya tudung pada pertemuan kali terakhir mereka sebelum dia kembali menyambung pengajian Tahfiz di Madrasah Al-Taqwa.

Selain adiknya, seorang lagi yang terkorban adalah sepupu Awie dan Riezman, Mohd Kamarul Amizan Johari, 11, yang turut tinggal di madrasah itu sejak tiga tahun lalu.

Kamarul, anak ketiga daripada lima beradik adalah mangsa terakhir yang dikeluarkan dari lokasi kejadian jam 5.05 pagi semalam.

Bapa Kamarul, Johari Awang, 40, yang bekerja sebagai pemandu lori berkata beliau hampir pengsan apabila dimaklumkan kejadian itu.

ENGLISH VISCOSE FOR SALE

2011-05-23T07:40:00.007+08:00

ENGLISH VISCOSE 4 meter
RM35

(price does not include shipping)
Email me at khu_hai@hotmail.com

SOLD OUT

SOLD OUT

CREPE PRINTED DESIGN FOR SALE

2011-05-22T09:58:00.005+08:00

KAIN PASANG FOR SALE
CREPE PRINTED DESIGN 4 meters
RM35 sepasang
RM65 2 pasang
(without shipping cost)
Email me at khu_hai@hotmail.com

TRAVEL JOURNAL IN A BAG

2011-05-20T13:03:00.003+08:00

Special Edition TinyTini Tote Bag
Travel Journal SOLD to Ms Efa
Outer Fabric: Good Quality Japanese Linen Cotton
Inner Lining: Unbleached cotton
Cotton Webbing Handle
Size:+- 9"x 10.5"x4"
Price RM25 (without shipping cost)
Email me at khu_hai@hotmail.com

A LATE BIRTHDAY ENTRY

2011-05-19T08:01:00.001+08:00

Actually after the blogger.com had problem earlier, I just did not get my mood to do my regular blogging, posting new posts. But I do really read those blogs that I've been following and I also found some other new interesting blog too. In fact, I should have posted something on my birthday on 17th May 2011 but I just could not!

Well, anyway today is already 19th May 2011..still not too late to make a birthday entry. This is my 28th year you know...uwaaaaaaaaa...I feel so old already. Another 2 years for me to turn 30!

Here is my birthday wishes this year:-

1. To become a better 'servant', wife, mom, daughter, sister and employee.
2. To control my sensitive feeling and bad impression
3. To become a better craft addict of course. I need to improve my sewing a lot!!

Wish me luck yea?

Although we did not have a big celebration, the most important thing was, i did spent time together with my hubby & the kids!

Almost every year hubby will get me cheesecake but this time I requested big apple donuts! I love it so much especially the aliens! In fact hubby has put an early request to have the same for his next birthday!

Thanks for visiting here.

A GIFT FOR A FRIEND

2011-05-11T13:05:00.001+08:00

My friend is getting married. We came from the same 'kampung', we grew up together until the end of our primary school. But she's the one who always cheering me up when we both 'balik kampung'..always update me with important news and story of our friends and what happened in the 'kampung'..ehehe..I was wondering what is the perfect gift yet affordable & the most important thing is sweet and different.

And I why I think this gift is different?

1. All sewn by me
2. Handmade with some senget2 due to thick fabric & not using free motion. I also drew the LOVE icon using a pencil and my hand. Out of shape a bit when did the sewing!
3. Also, I don't want to write the usual greeting 'Selamat Pengantin Baru' macam kat towel tu..ehehe..so I chose this..

I was thinking to write the date but I am not sure the nikah will be the same day with the reception or not..

What do you think? Should I add something else? Embellishment maybe? Ke serabut plak bnyk2..

TAK BOLEH TAHAN!

2011-05-09T17:35:00.000+08:00

I miss sewing so muchhhh..cannnot tahaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnn...I want 24/7!

ALHAMDULILLAH, THE BEST 'GIFT' FOR HARI IBU..

2011-05-08T13:20:00.004+08:00

Alhamdulillah, berkat doa semua, Fahmi sudah keluar dari ward semalam..cuma suara dia masih serak2 lagi kesan dari sakit tekak haritu..mama rasa this is the best gift for hari ibu this time for me..tiada apa yg mama harapkan selain dari kesihatan anak2 mama..tp yg tak best, mama dua hari lepas demam teruk, tekak luka sakit nak menelan..takpela, mama dari haritu berdoa biar mama tanggung kesakitan Fahmi..biar dia sehat..harini Fahmi nampak sangat aktif, pagi2 lagi main basikal dia..in fact balik hospital semalam 1 jam dia kat luar main basikal baru dia..papa mmg beli basikal tu khas tuk fahmi masa dia demam kat umah haritu..ingatkan boleh sehat tengok beskal..tp dia lemah tanak main langsung sampaila dia masuk ward..

semalam & harini mama masak fahmi makan banyak..dia sempat cakap lagi..bestla mama masak..nasi kat hospital tak best..haha..tp mama rasa best je nasi spital tu..tp sbb dia sakit tak lalu makan masa tu kot..

adik Tasnim pun tak berenggang langsung berkepit dengan abang..senyum girang je dia..

Ya Allah..semoga anak2 ku sentiasa sehat sejahtera..Alhamdulillah..

PLEASE PRAY FOR MY SON

2011-05-05T07:41:00.000+08:00

As I mentioned earlier my son is sick. Actually I took care of him at home around 4 days because a few doctors suspected him kena demam campak. So, we waited until the rashes all came out but the thing was, his temperature was 38-40 oC, so high..we then then brought him to An-Nur hospital and until today he's warded, 5 days already. The doctor suspected only 2 things but for sure bukan demam campak. This fever rarely happens in Malaysia! It's either Scarlet fever (normally happens in UK) or Kawasaki Fever (normally happens in Korea/Japan) . I've done some search on these two fevers, please do so if you are interested to know what are those two because I'm still in shock. If it is Kawasaki fever, they need to do inter-transfer hospital because not all hospital keep the antibiotic which need to be handled by only pakar jantung.

If you remember before, I mentioned about my outstation. Alhamdulillah, somehow the meeting is canceled so I don't have to go for my outstation, if not it will be worse because it is somewhere in Middle East. Alhamdulillah, Allah Maha Kaya, Allah Maha Besar..ada hikmah disebalik semua ini..

These few days I'm in & out of the office because I take leave every other day. My hubby took leave all the way until next week. Luckily also my sister (who is studying to be a medical doctor) is here to help me out. My mom & grandma were here to give support. And today my MIL & PIL are here as well. But my mom & grandma already went back and my sister is going home this morning.

The doctor just gave update that Fahmi's body has responded to the second antibiotics and his 4th blood test confirmed that his not having the Kawasaki fever, only the scarlet fever. ALHAMDULLLILAH..his temperature suddenly dropped to 36.5-37..but he's still warded to complete the antibiotics to make sure that he's fully recover from the Scarlet fever.

In this regard, I beg for your du'aa for my son..hope he can jump here & there as usual. Hope he can be talkative as before, reciting du'aa, quran and praying together with us. He is now 3 years and 7 months, still lot more to be done my dear son. If I could take away the pain, I would be more than willing to replace him to bear the pain..Eventhough I'm also in 39 degress of fever and shivering, I don't mind to get more pain to make sure you are alright..I love you son...

NOTICE FROM TINICRAFT

2011-05-02T12:40:00.004+08:00

Dear All, I wish to apologize for not replying your emails. I was on medical leave before due to high fever and yesterday my son got warded and now still in the hospital. I'll reply to your email later after everything is under control. Thank you for your understanding..

BILA PENYAKIT MALAS NAK GULUNG BENANG BAWAH

2011-04-26T22:42:00.000+08:00

Wahai rakan crafters ku tukang2 jahit sekalian..

Pernah tak korang rasa mood menjahit tu stop tiba2, apabila benang bawah habis..nak2 tgh2 syok2 nak matikan jahitan..huhu~~

kalau saya, terus terasa macam malas nak menjahit..tp kadang2 mood tu kena diadakan jugak sbb naksiapkan tempahan..

moral of the story, beli gelendung benang2 tu banyak2 sket kan dan gulung benang secukupnya..huhu~~

BILA GEGURL IKUT BOBOIBOY..

2011-04-26T12:22:00.002+08:00

Fahmi: Mama, tanak adik yang ni boleh tak?
Mama: Nape cakap macam tu?
Fahmi: Adik ni ganas la mama..Fahmi nak adik lain..macam Fahmi..
Papa: (gulp!)

Dialog di atas diucapkan Fahmi malam tadi & malam semalam..mane taknya, si adik bertambah lasak & agak kedegilan sedikit, kekasaran sedikit bak kata Fahmi 'ganas'..huhu~~perkataan dari cerita kartun agaknya..

Masa si abang baru je nak tidur, dia pergi lompat kat atas perut, abg tgh nak sarung seluar dia sempat gigit bontot..sampai Fahmi jerit, Mama, adik makan bontot Fahmi!! aduhh..Papa & mama beberapa kali kena gigit, Fahmi tu toksah cakap lah kalau berebut ape2, dia mesti akan gigit Fahmi kalau ada kesempatan..Fahmi dr kecil takpernah gigit orang walau dia nakal macam mana pun..

Adik 1 ++, Fahmi 3 ++ beza diorang 2 tahun..tp berat beza 2kg je..sbb Fahmi badan kecil, adik besar sket..

Kalau bab makan, Fahmi selalu mengalah bagi adik, sbb adik ape2 mesti nak dua..kadang2 sian gak si abang tu..merasa kena buli kalau tak dia je asyik buli sepupu2nya yg kesemuanya girl..

Tp kadang2 dia terlalu mengikut si abang, sampai tanak dengar mama & papa cakap..nak ikut abang panjat, nak ikut abang main keluar rumah, nak jalan2 dgn abang..naik motor battery abang..takpandai tekan pedal takpe, abang yg tekan kan..nasib baik main dalam umah je..huhu~~takpadan dgn kecik nak ikut kudrat orang besar..

Sejak kebelakangan ini si adik bnyk kali meragam, menangis tatau sebab ape, bertambah2 manja, jeles dgn abg toksah cakap lah..kalo abg dok kat mama, mula lah dia wat muka takpuas hati..siap tolak abang lagi..dgn papa pun boleh tahan jugak dia hayun tangan sampai tercabut cermin pada spec mata papa tu..

Hati saya risau gundah gulana..td dalam kete on da way datang office harini, saya bgtau keresahan hati ini..macam mana bila anak perempuan lasak macam lelaki ni..hubby kata maybe besar sket da berubah kot..sbb sekarang dia banyak ikut abang..tp ni nampak gaya lebih daripada abang la plak..adakah ini normal kawan2?

hmm..(saya dulu macam mane ye? ke tasnim ni ikut mama ek..aduhh, kena selidik dgn mak saya ni..huhu)

MY HANDMADE CURTAIN

2011-04-25T12:56:00.000+08:00

I never sew a curtain before, maybe i did when I was in secondary school for my mom's house, but that was not the perfect curtain, it was just a simple one..

I made this one totally by myself except my hubby helped me with the hanging and putting the steel hanger.

What drove me sewing the curtain?haha..Always, if I want to wash my curtain, I'll make sure it will be cleaned and dry before the night comes. But lately, it's always rainy in the afternoon. That make me feel so worry. After a short discussion with hubby, he agreed to do the house chores (as usual) and I enjoyed the sewing.

But I tell you, it's easy but 'ghenyah' and tedious because the fabric is in 58" and 2 meters down long. About 3 hours I could sew 8 meters (4 pcs) for my 2 panels window and 3 panels window. I could only have 4 pcs only due to scarcity of the fabrics and with that I have to play around with the pleating to make sure it turns out well.

Fabric, red? yes, after i got married, hubby introduced RED to me. I ended up with red bed and the curtains too..

thanks dear for helping me out. berpeluh2 hubby cucuk besi masuk kat langsir, to make sure the pleat turns out OK..

takpandai betul saya amik gambar..macam ni je dapat..satu tingkap lagi tu siap later tak larat nak bergambar dah..

ni langsir lama..puas cari gambar nampak langsir lama..ni gara2 lupa nak amik gambar before turunkan haritu..dulu langsir lama merah betul bilik pun jadi gelap..sekarang bilik terang benderang..

the best part was, bila anak2 balik, walaupun diorang kecil but the were quite sensitive with the curtain change.

Fahmi: Wahh...cantiknya..mama jahit ke?

Adik: seperti biasa dia jenis berat mulut tak cakap apa tapi panjat katil pegi gosok2 langsir tu..sambil muka excited.. (cantik ke dik?) :P

BERITA GEMBIRA & BERITA SEDIH

2011-04-22T12:32:00.001+08:00

I have two news today.

Good news first lah. Ok, I was just informed by one of my buyers that she received the shipped fabrics, finally after 1 1/2 month. It was my mistake I did not tell my runner to ship it using Udara/Air in English..it ended up air (water) instead..huhu~~Knowing my mistake, I already sent her a little gift and it arrived long time ago..anyway, thank god, the items are in Sarawak already.jauhnya belayar..huhu~~

Bad news plak, I just got 2nd hint to go for outstation. I refused so many time already, but this time, seems no more excuse. I could feel it already. Can't imagine the kids without me for a few days, hopefully it will be 3-4 days only..less than one week..uwaaaaaaaaaa~~ boleh ke hubby handle sorang2 ni..previously paling lama tinggal satu malam je..isk..isk..sedeyyyy...

10 MINUTES PILLOW CASES

2011-04-18T06:41:00.000+08:00

I made this for the house. Need to sew more to replace the old, bored pillow cases.

I made this fiberfill pillow last weekend, will sew the cases as a gift.
At least I could sew something else other than bags.

LIGHT WEIGHT JAPANESE COTTON

2011-04-12T13:22:00.001+08:00

Multicolors Stripes
RM11 per half meter

Green Bubbles in Black
RM11 per half meter

Pinky Purple Bubbles in White
RM11 per half meter

Exclusive English Design
RM11 per half meter

Garden of flowers
i) in Black
ii) in Light Pink

RM11 per half meter

Art of Love
i) in Pink
ii) in Green

RM11 per half meter

Email me at khu_hai@hotmail.com
(price does not include shipping cost)
THANK YOU

ENGLISH COTTON

2011-04-12T13:05:00.002+08:00

UPDATE: SOLD
English Cotton Berkaki

Suitable for baju kurung

RM80 - 3.5 meters, bidang +-58"

Email me if interested - khu_hai@hotmail.com

HEAVY COTTON FOR SALE AT TINICRAFT

2011-04-12T12:40:00.000+08:00

Jom tengok heavy cotton for sale at tinicraft..please click here. Thanks.

SIMPLE SLEEP WEAR ADIK

2011-04-08T15:39:00.004+08:00

I finally done with her baju tidur last night. I actually have a lot more bags order but since I just finished sewing a gold-light brown bag, so I decided not to change the thread and that made me sew this baju for her. Very simple one, and the neck is very weird one, not as planned. But no other picture except this because I just wanted to try on her, and she refused to take it off until she fell asleep. I used Japanese cotton, the design is very simple but the most important thing is comfortable..

CHOC CAKE

2011-04-06T07:38:00.000+08:00

haha, tukang jahit pun boleh wat cake ok..hihi..tp silapnya buh tak penuh dalam acuan ni..masa weekend haritu saje nak buat sbb da 2 thn kot takwat kek coklat..huhu~~terukkan..dok menjahit jee..

gambar ni hubby snap ni, taksabor2 dia nak ngap..licin...

FUN TIME BEFORE GOING TO SLEEP..

2011-04-01T01:21:00.001+08:00

Spoon and bowl is always her favourite, more than plates & cups. Boleh kacau2 masak2 kot..ehehe..so cute..sampai bawak ke katil..masa ni abg Fahmi tgh layan Kampung Boy..

susah nak snap dia senyum..me, melted..

this is always Papa favourite action, Tasnim layannzzz je...ehehe..lambatnya nak balik ni..

SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS in the house!

2011-03-31T13:05:00.001+08:00

Just finished order from a friend of mine...

at last, Fahmi has his spongebob squarepants bag!!!senyum sampai telinga tadi..ehehe..

NAIK MOTOR TAKPE, JANGAN MEREMPIT SUDAH!

2011-03-30T07:26:00.001+08:00

Fahmi likes motors/cars/robot/ultraman. Normal things for a boy. Since he's now in school (kindergarten), so we try to avoid buying the small things which he sometimes ended up losing it in school. So we decided to buy something that he could not put in his bag. The latest we bought a battery motorcycle, a small toy-car for adik Tasnim. Before this they already have two toy-cars for outside play.

last but not least, bawak adik naik motor, macam citer zaman dolu2..ni the only gambar papa amik (aktiviti diorang masa mama pergi spa haritu ni..huhu)

jgn gaduh2 yer..bawak adik elok2..

US IMPORTED DESIGNER FABRICS FOR SALE!

2011-03-29T17:51:00.002+08:00

US Imported Designer Fabrics
RM35 per yard
RM18 per half yard
(price does not including shipping)
Email me at khu_hai@hotmail.com
Thank you

SOLD OUT

Summer Stripe in Pink -SOLD OUT

GIFT FROM MS HANNA

2011-03-29T08:26:00.000+08:00

I did not expect to get anything by being a follower. Tp ada insan berbaik hati seperti Cik Hanna kita ni bagi hadiah for me coz being her follower. Actually I always would love to be a follower for a blog that I really want to follow. That's why I don't bother at all if any blog offering a great giveaway and yet asked us to be the follower to join the giveaway (macam paksa rela plak). I won't follow if I don't want to follow.

Anyway, to Ms Hanna, thank you so much for the gift - a frame fridge magnet, a hand sanitizer, a pink brooch, I love them all so much. I received it yesterday and today the cute yet elegant brooch is on me already! I like it very much! Thanks dear!May Allah bless you and your family..Sudi2kanlah melawat blog beliau, Hanna Strawberry. Thank you.

PAYA INDAH WETLAND!

2011-03-28T20:09:00.001+08:00

Last weekend we went to Paya Indah Wetland, a really recommended place to go. Jom, tengok gambar sambil2 ye.

menemuramah di kaunter penerangan, maklumlah first time datang..

the kids macam biasa, kedai ni yg diorang nampak dulu...mane papa ni tak abis2 dok tanya orang tu..

then tengok basikal..banyak dan bermacam jenis boleh disewa untuk round dalam ni..

kol 10 pagi bergegas ke sini sbb time tu diorang akan bg makan kat Hippo ni.

tak takut ke encik?ehehe..bukan main besar mulut depa ni..makan papaya & banana fresh plak tu..

papa & fahmi didn't miss the chance too..hippo feeding time!

excited tunjuk burung berterbangan..

tasik buaya pun ada..takuttt...cuaca masa tu panas sangat, malas nak tunggu lama2 buaya naik ke darat..ini je yg nampak..jgn main2 tau, ni buaya tembaga..

nak naik kuda pun boleh..kami tengok aja..

burung kakak tua ni boleh buat macam2 bunyi, fahmi siap cakap..hello..assalamu'alaykum..burung ni siap lompat2 lagi..mmg mesra dgn visitors.

nakcuci kuda ke yang?

tak perasan visitor mane pi tinggal tapak tangan ni..

ada banyk landak tengah makan sayur2 segar..duri mencacak tu..

actually banyak lagi aktiviti menarik yg boleh buat kat sini, ada boat riding, boat paddling, fish feeding, hippo feeding, etc. chalets pun cantik2, elok kalau bermalam rasa suasana kampung & flora & fauna. Kalau nakbuat family day mmg cantik tempat dia, facilities pun banyak..

CERITA LAMA~HOT AIR BALLON

2011-03-28T08:22:00.002+08:00

Only now I have time to upload the pictures. Dah basi..ehe..anyway we went there less than one hour, we arrived at 9 am, left the place around 950pm. 15minutes wasted for parking search!crowded and congested. The kids were excited and alhamdulillah both were under controlled.

dapat sorang satu ok lah tu! happy nya rasa anak2 happy!

Bersungguh2 adik tunjuk belon besar kat atas tu..ehehe

Ahamdulillah, umurku masih panjang

2011-03-26T05:37:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, one of the earliest words that I could say yesterday. I was nearly hit by a parked car whereby the driver wrongly stepped on different pedal. I was just crossed the car and suddenly bang! Tembok pun pecah and the car stopped but the engine still vrooming. kalau tadek tembok tu mmg akan ke depan lagi pergi kereta tu. kalau saya lambat 3 saat saya da kena semalam. iyerlah, what do you expect, crossing in front of a parked car. kat basement parking office saya plak tu.ala, macam kita tengok dalam tv kemalangan yg dirancang kat tempat parking tu..ramai yg datang menenangkan saya memandangkan nafas saya turun naik sbb masih terpinga2 terkejut. Semua orang melafazkan kesyukuran sbb tiada yg cedera. Masa tu mostly orang yg saya tak kenal sbb bkn office saya. Ada beberapa je orang office saya. Kereta orang tu rosak break.

then saya naik office, ada ramai officemate tanya..tetapi, bayangkan, dalam keadaan kita macam tu, tiba2 ada orang memberi reaksi sebegini:

Tini, you punya ni cepat naik. (as if cepat panic). Not good you know, not good for you.

I was with other two colleagues, we looked at each other. Then yg bercakap td left.

What do you expect dalam keadaan macam tu we can think to be panic or not to be panic. Kalau really kena tadi, tembok pun pecah berderai, kalau orang confirm putus lunyai. Bukannya saya panic meraung sana sini pun, I was just panic, darah naik ke muka then I just ternangis kuar air mata. so what? please la, kalu nak respond, naktunjuk kononnya concern, bg lah kata2 yg elok jgn nakbuat orang piss off.

Tp moral of the story:
1.kena fokus masa lintas walaupun depan kereta yg berenti.
2.jgn leka bersms masa tgh berjalan dijalan raya/tempat parking (applies to another person after me semalam, nasib baik dia pun tak kena langgar sbb saya jalan dulu depan dia crossed the car dan bila da selesai kejadian kereta tu kat tengah2 kami)
3.selalu kena check kereta especially break.
4.yang paling penting SENTIASALAH INGAT maut boleh datang bila2 & dimana sahaja. Marilah kita sama2 bersedia menghadapinya.

Thanks for your time.

Home Solution-Plastic Bag's Holder

2011-03-25T08:20:00.005+08:00

Being a mama, we have to also be creative and the most important thing is SAVE. JIMAT. I was looking for a solution to put my used plastics bags. So I managed to sew this, simple & quick. Just used whatever scrap that I have. I need a couple of this to be put in each bathroom. Easy to fill used diapers before putting it in the dustbin, to avoid the not-so-good smell spread to the whole bathroom. My hubby like it very much because he's so sensitive with the kids diapers. Maybe some people would say just buy it from IKEA, nice & easy but IKEA is so far from my house, the journey would have me could produce more than 10 of this, perhaps?

nakguna, tarik saja satu!

MUSIM SAKIT

2011-03-24T07:46:00.000+08:00

Harini naik train, semua orang macam takde mood. Hidung merah2, bersin & batuk sana sini. Kat luar hujan. Skrg mmg musim sakit-sakit. My hubby dapat MC dua hari lagi sbb sakit mata..budak2 pun ada batuk lagi sket2..saya pun malam tadi menggigil berselimut demam. Hubby ajak gi clinic malas nak bangun, sampai dia bawak naik beehun sup kol 1030pm ke dalam bilik suh saya makan before makan ubat.Alhamdulillah, kena 2 biji panadol then tido cukup saya da sehat sket pagi ni walaupun selsema bersin masih tak berenti. Kalau pergi clinic malam tadi mesti da dapat MC tp memandangkan kerja banyak kat office mostly due today & tomorrow, saya gagahkan diri datang office juga.

Kat office mostly semua flu/cough/fever. Tp sbb ada mission ke Europe diorang pun keje. Boss pun selsema & batuk. Kalau semua lemah semangat & MC, lingkuplah division..huhu~~

Semoga semua cepat sembuh & boleh terus berbakti kepada negara.. :)

ENTRY GERAM

2011-03-23T08:19:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, writing in a blog can release your tense & unsatisfactory. Let me begin the story. As I have mentioned yesterday, I had to take commuter train to UKM since my hubby was on MC. I rushed to the KL Sentral Station from my office in order to catch 542pm train to Bangi. As soon as I arrived there, I heard that it was canceled and the next train was 6pm. So I rushed to the other platform to take train to KL Station so that I could catch the train to UKM from one earlier station then I didn't have to congest myself with others at KL Sentral.

But due to the delayed train, seemed like everyone was heading to one earlier station. So when the train arrived, it was fully congested! Taking into account on this situation, I headed to the pink Coach. I then met my friend and we managed to go in. Alhamdulillah.

In the train, it was about quite half a row of these cute Indonesian boys. They were talking & words fighting to each other, happily enjoying their moment of going home. Meeting with parents, eating with the family and getting kisses & hugs from them are probably what they are looking for after a long day of school. Everyone of them has their own mobile phone to be easily reached by their parents. They seemed so independent and brave enough. Then we started our conversation with them:-

Me & My friend: Adik nak turun mane? (for the purpose of curiosity and also to get ready to be seated if their stations are nearby. ehehe, ada udang disebalik me..)

The boys: Kajang & UKM (alamak, jauhnya lagi..sama je tempat aku nak turun ni. My friend to Seremban, oklah)

Me & My friend: Skolah kat mane? Umur berapa?

The boys: Sekolah indonesia, Putra (wah, jauhnya skolah budak2 ni. Umur 9 tahun.

Then we just silent watching them continuing their words fighting. We heard that they talked about solat, syurga, neraka, agama, robot, ultraman and what not. Once in a while, each one's phone took turn ringing, calls from the parents.

THEN.........SUDDENLY..........

Two not so young Ladies: Eeii..boleh diam tak? Aunty2 sakit telinga, bising lah! Jangan bising2, ini bukan Indonesia, ini Malaysia, tak boleh bising!!

Me & My friends were looking to each other and talking in a low voice. What did you expect? They are nine-year old boys!! and it was in the commuter train ok! Not in a library. It's a norm for kids and even boys to behave that way. Please lah, everyone was in the same boat here no matter whoever we are. We all wanted to go home. Please lah, pity the kids.

Imagine if someone shouted at your kids that way?In the end the kids started to cool down, looking at each other with pissed off faces. Then they started again..

haha. padan muka! geram!

TAK ADA MOOD DI PAGI HARI SELASA..

2011-03-22T08:20:00.001+08:00

Harini mmg tadek mood, malam tadi takcukup tido due to anak2 batuk, walaupun diorang tak terjaga tapi saya macam takleh tido. Hubby plak MC harini due to sakit mata..huhu~~takut plak berjangkit karang..harini actually agak busy ada visit dari Sudan. Nasib baik semua da settle tunggu depa datang je.

Karang balik nak kena naik komuter lagi, pagi tadi ok dapat duduk ni tatau dapat duduk ke tak..aduhh..nasiblah sape suh takut nakbawak keta kat KL..kalo bangi je oklah..KL ramai orang ganazz..hihi, alasan padahal diri sendiri tu takberapa confident..

oklah, kena start keje plak.

TAMAN TASIK CYBERJAYA LAGI!

2011-03-22T07:56:00.000+08:00

Ni taman tasik cyberjaya lagi! 2nd time pergi since our kids were really enjoying it. Jom! Enjoyzzz the pictures!

Tasnim suka main kat sini, ecece ala-ala model gitu..tp muka serius la plak..

kalo korang perasan rambut dia atas lurus, ke hujung tu curly menggulung tuuu..

fuuhhh, penat saya..

mane taknya, si adik memanjat sana sini tanpa penat lelah..ehehe

cak! saya da senyum walau keletihan..nak shushuuuu!

sight seeing plak lah...

besarnya ikan dalam ni mama..

Fahmi si happy go lucky!

alamak kebetulan dua2 gaya sama la plak..macam sama besar je walaupun beza 2 tahun..

spending time with the kids, nothing like it!

BERBUDI PADA TANAH..

2011-03-21T13:02:00.000+08:00

Apa pulak kaitan tanah dengan masak lemak udang dengan tempoyak?? haha..mmg ada kaitan, apa perasaan anda bila masak macam ni menggunakan kunyit, lengkuas yg ditanam sendiri (yang ditanam hubby), puas hati, to the fullest satisfaction! sedikit sebanyak jimat & dapat yg fresh dari ladang sekangkang kera. Nak2, keluarga makan dengan berselera sampai licinn..wah, hari2 mau masak boleh?? i wish...

PENGAJARAN TSUNAMI

2011-03-21T08:02:00.000+08:00

Weekend baru ada masa sket nak baca lebih pasal Tsunami di Jepun. Mmg kita takmampu nak buat apa2 da sbb menda da terjadi, tp kita boleh wat pengajaran. Sbb tu saya bagitau hubby:-

Abang, kita takpayah buat banglo besar2 lah, nanti kena Tsunami satu pun takde. Cukuplah rumah teres 2 tingkat kita ni, yang penting kat dalamnya kita selesa, diberkati & bahagia bersama anak-anak dan anak-anak lagi..(ehehe, saya nak 4 orang ok! :P)

SCRUTINIZE THE 'SCREWTINI'

2011-03-18T12:20:00.000+08:00

What do you expect? Just a screw, ok! So can you imagine how big the machine is? I really miss this kind nature of work. I use to be in the industry division before where we have to process application, do factory visits and attend the meeting for the cases approvals. Senorok dapat belajar on the technical part, we met different person, different level, can see the manufacturing process etc. Arghhhh, please put me in industry division again.. :(

NEED HELP PLEASE!

2011-03-18T10:29:00.003+08:00

I'm seeking help of anyone here that has the information. Ok, I'm looking for a down syndrome school preferably an international school or at least accepting this international student. This is for one of my visitors. I know our relation is about work & investment but I'm helping this in the name of human being sensitivity.

Please do not hesitate to leave your comment/info here or email it to me at khu_hai@hotmail.com

Thank you.

CERITA PAGI JUMAAT

2011-03-18T08:25:00.001+08:00

Somehow, in the car this morning, on our way to work..hubby said jom drive thru breakfast, awal lagi ni..saya pun apa lagi, ok yang. Then we lined up, not bad about 5 cars. We it was our turn we got our orders and drove thru. Tiba2, auwww!! sakitnya. Rupanya orang tu tak tutup rapar Arabica coffee, dahla panas, kena kat baju terus rasa ke kulit. huhu~~pedih macam menggelegak. Baju plak ada kesan tompok, happen plak harini pakai baju bunga pink background putih.huhu~~

Then hubby kata, jom makan kat keta awal lagi..so kami pun makan kat tempat parking before masuk office, kalau dgn anak2 jgn harap dapat macam tu..hihihi..cari pasal je dgn coffee panas ni..

Then kami bergegas ke office, cepat2 masuk lif takut penuh. Then ramai orang suh tekan no. level masing2, saya pun tekan2 semua lah mane2 yg berkenaan sbb kami ada 12 tingkat. Tiba2 oppss..da sampai 6, saya tingkat 3 je..aisey lupa tekan sendiri punya..semua orang cakap ala, sian dia..takper dapat pahala..alhamdulillah..pagi2 da dapat peluang ni..tp nasib baik sempat saya punch turun ke tingkat 3..

Sekian, ok nak start keje plak.. :)

PENGALAMAN YG TIDAK DAPAT DILUPAKAN

2011-03-17T12:13:00.000+08:00

Sekarang ni I'm duty at Business Centre, since only few people came it, it drove me away. flashing back some of old memories. As some of you may notice, I was in Arizona for nearly 4 years. Alhamdulillah.

Lots of weird things happened during my 4 years. Now, I just wanna share what had happened around the campus kat Arizona masa tu..banyak..tapi ini yg penting2 that I could recall..

If I am not wrong, when I was there for about 2 years, one of our famous basketball athlete, a young black girl died because of blood clots traveled from one of her legs to her lungs. She collapsed unexpectedly in McKale Center (our sport center). Our University president held a memorial service for her due to her

A couple weeks after that, one of my shelvers committed suicide. I'm one of the coordinators in the library and that person happened to be one of my shelvers. They found his backpack on the 4th floor of the Student Union and they did believe that he jumped. aduss~~

-ini cerita dalam kelas plak.. tak feel la cakap English, hihih..ha ni masa tu, i was in my Econ Development class, my prof mengamuk coz one of his students sent him email complaining about the way he taught in class/unorganized notes., something like that..we were the victims, review utk exam jadi tak jadi je..huhu~~

- tadi masa kat kelas Macro Econs, ada sorang budak tu complained kat cikgu tu yg mane boleh dgn dua lectures je dah nak ada test..tak sempat otak nak proses pelajaran..betul budak tu cakap tu..tapi semua orang tak berani nak bersuara..tapi saya rasa, walau apa keadaan skali pun, kena cakap leklok kat cikgu..ni die komen dgn kasar..cikgu pissed off lah..dahla penat2 ngajar nak kasi habis syllibus..cikgu tu kata, you can leave now! tegas dan garangla bunyi dia.. pastu boleh plak budak tu menjawab..no! I wont! aduhh..semua orang terdiam kejap..dua kali plak tu dia cakap camtu..pastu last2 cikgu yg kuar..pastu kami semua berpandangan..blurr kejap..ape nak jadi ni..dahla minggu depan ada exam..ngajar tak abis lagi..minggu satu lagi dah final..aduhhh. pastu tetiba dia masuk balik..muka merah..tahan marah kot..pastu die terus ngajar, budak tadi tu tak berani nak pandang dia dah..mmg budak tu jenis camtu..haritu pun dia pernah rude jugak..cikgu wat tatau je..tapi harini mmg cikgu tu dah tak tahan dah kot..

-dulu pun ada skali camtu gak..dahla tu masa tu kami tgh review utk exam..malam..kol 8 mlm review, esoknya kol 8pagi terus exam. aduhh..crammed gaklah..ada sorang budak complained cikgu tu cam tak reti ngajar..semua orang tau, tapi senyap je sbb respect kat cikgu..pastu cikgu tu terus berenti bincang, terus left. Kami terkulat2 ni baliklah..terus saya takleh study malam tu sbb serabut rasanya..tak pernah hadapi menda2 gitu..

- ni masa keje part time kat library, I caught one of my shelvers..dia orang suh wat keje, dia gi wat keje dia kat dalam media room..takniat nak mengadu ke ape..i just saw him, tapi tiba2 terserempak dgn supervisor..so dia soal..apa saya wat kat situ..pastu saya cakap lah..tengah tengok budak2 saya wat keje ke tak..terbocor lah menda tu..budak tu kena bg amaran jerla..tapi kalau wat lagi mmg kena fired..tapi saya juga yg gi appeal kat supervisor tu..cakap kesian dia..masa tu saya rasa down dan bersalah..pastu ramai staff2 lain email saya cakap terima kasih sbb jalankan tugas, dan tlg pihak library utk selenggara administrative nya menda ni..terus supervisor saya offer keje dgn dia after grad ni..jadi librarian..tapi gaji dalam $3000++ sebulan..fuuhh..kaya tu kalau ingat pasal duit..lebih RM 10,000 sebulan kalau convert( masa saya tu $1=RM3.80 ok!) ..dia kata bebila masa saya datang balik ke US, cari dia..die akan bg keje..fuhh..tapi tula.. kalau nak ingat pasal cari duit,kekayaan ni, tak kemana..dunia semua ni..yg penting happiness kita tu..happiness dunia dan akhirat.. ada banyak lagi tanggungjawab kat mesia..

-juga..ini differ sket..about penceramah yg kami invited dari Canada utk Islamic Awareness week dulu, kena detained..tak lepas..die berjanggut semua lah..pastu camne tah leh lepas plak masuk US ni.. alhamdulillah..sempat sampai sebelum slot dia..kami dah sedia backup gakla masa tu..

-ada gak sorang ni dari Canada..hafeez quran..dia datang US semata2 nak join Muslim Student Association Annual Conference kat Arizona ni..kena tahan camtu gaklah..pastu dia kata ramai polis2 dok tengok dia..dari luar cermin tu lagila..yg dalam bilik dgn dia ni mmglah tengah soal siasat..then I'm not remember what was the question from the policeman, dia pi azan, then polis tu panggil bos besar dia..so bos besar datang, cakap sket, pastu lepas..alhamdulillah..niat yg betul..Allah tolong..

- rewind back in 2002..masa tu baru dua minggu sampai US..ada sorang student tembak cikgu dgn teaching asisstant dia kat college of nursing..then dia tembak diri dia pulak..huhu~~ takut nakgi skolah masa tu rasa..huhu..

Ok, sekian cerita lama saya..ahh, rindu juga nak balik arizona lagi..tp ongkosnya tiada dong! :P

Jazakumullahu khayran katheera.. wassalamu'alaykum warahmatullah..

BAPA BOREK ANAK RINTIK

2011-03-17T08:20:00.001+08:00

I think i never posted this photo before, as far as I could recall (malas nakgodek2 balik post lama..ehehe) Fahmi & papa masa kecil, macam same je..the hair especially. dulu tikar mengkuang, sekarang carpet..hihihi..

love you all so much!

LIFE IS NOT COMPLICATED

2011-03-16T13:14:00.001+08:00

Saya teringat pada satu baris ayat yang selalu kita dengar - Life is so complicated . Not only this, tp selalu kita nampak orang tulis kat blog/msgr/fb lebih kurang macam tu.. I used to think that too before.. masa tgh down sangat..tapi tu dulu2 lah.. Tapi daku menyedari bahawa sebenarnya kehidupan ini tidak complicated..but people make it complicated and even more complicated day by day.. If we follow His path, we won't think that life is so complicated.. Allah Ar-Rahmaan wa Ar-Rahiim.. ujian demi ujian yg kita hadapi itu salah satu tanda kasih sayangnya kepada kita..

Dan di sebalik semuanya, ada hikmah tersembunyi.. Dan semestinya hikmah itu adalah yang lebih baik untuk kita..insyaAllah..

Dan pada saat itu, baru kita rasa betapa kasihnya Allah kepada kita..Now we know how grateful we should be.. betapa kita rasa manis dan cantiknya susunan kehidupan yang di aturkan oleh Allahu Akbar..insyaAllah, semoga semuanya dapat kita jadikan panduan dan teladan semua, insyaAllah...

...**Senyumlah Seikhlas Hatimu**...